DOO DOO DOO

was sick for three consecutive days...sat, sun, mon!!!
i missed svc on saturday...
missed vertical marathon on sunday...
missed ministry gathering on sunday...
didn't report for work on monday...

back at work today and again i have work to do...
(obviously la...if not they employ me for what) lol...
didn't sleep well last night...kept thinking bout daddiie...
so so sad...it all ended...i cried a total of 5 times for the day le! haiis...
when i'm with u, i didn't bother much...
but when u are out of my sight, tears starts flowing...
why is it like this!...i could only look at the old photos we took and the msges we sent...haiis
i just can't help but let tears of longing flow down...

hmmm, the moment i sit down infront of my desk...
i hurriedly finish my breakfast and swallow the medicine down.
weird thing was, i have a change with my taste bud...it seems even more bitter!
haiya...not nice to be sick...
today after work will go home and rest...yet another day to start tml...
~missing you badly~

LOVEY DOVEY...

went to marina with pris to catch norbit after work...
ended up watching midnight show...
so we played arcade and pool...fun!
she taught me how to play and obviously she won lohx...
i lose to her three consecutive rounds...suan le...
even the car racing, i also lost to her...sian...
hmmm, finally its 12.00am and we went into the theatre.

i was with tt $19.10 heels...so damn high!
it even kissed me with 4 blisters!... so i took it off throughout the movie.
didn't expect norbit was such a boring movie...haiis
after which, waited for night rider home.

the SBS night rider was labelled 5N and the trans-island's read NR5...
so which one should i take???? lol...
luckily pris say wait for the NR one...safer...
the 5N will take us to JE and we would need to walk back home le...

reached jurong was like 4.30 in the morning...
i walked bare-footed into 7-11 and den home...
she couldn't get a bottle from there so went to a 24-hour convenient store.
so lame la...the maid was tending the shop all alone.
she didn't request for our IC upon purchasing the alcohol
hmmm, she den bought a bottle of carlsberg to my house and ...
she finished it in less than half an hour??!!!!!!!!
omg...imagine what she did to me next?!
her face was RED! and she talked loudly! omg!
i kept scolding her cos i didn't want my parents to be woken up by her tunderous voice...

haas, after an hour, i finally can sleep in peace...it was already 6 am!!!!
( just to keep in mind, i didn't drink!)

nxt morning woke up with severe headache...
pris asked me to rest longer and soon i got fever! lol...
see la...the result of having too much sleep... =p
she oso not feeling well so both didn't attend svc...

this morning was late for bus...luckily it waited for me..
but only den i realise i forgot to bring out my access pass! shit!
can't help cos i already on the bus le... suan le, lucky got no scoldings..

so tired...doing the same thing over and over again.
i've been issued alot of work very soon after i complete one stack.
continue all the way till 12 plus when my stomach started grolling for food.
the food only came in at 1.40pm! so so late!
and it was char siew rice which i didn't like to eat...
me so poor thing...had to finish no matter wat cos hungry ma...haiis

after lunch, i hurried to clear the un-done stuffs on my table...
it was finally 3pm tt i officially off work! whoohoo...
met up pris and verlin at woodlands...
hmmm, wanted to look for wallet but but but we forgotten cleanly...
so we immediately left to eat steamboat when we meet up verlin's dear.

reach home was near 11 and then i went to bed soon...
wondering if i could wake up tml?? =)

hahas, last night was so cosy...
maybe its due to the lightness in my heart?? =)
reached home was like entering heaven cos i see sofa! my leg hurts to much!
went into my room and was comforted by the purple colour wall ...cool!
went to eat fish & co. with the whole cell group...SO DAMN FULL
hahas...the outlet beside park mall, thought won't have much ppl but who noes.

after dinner, wanted to go and collect my pay at m%industrie...
but walked over to somerset den it was not open...
continued the journey to far east with huixian, joey, lixian, liling n pris
walk walk walk and keep walking...
haas! so so happy...bought a white heels for only $19.10! cheap eh!
huixian oso bought the same design but is in black... =)

reached home was near 11pm so bath le jiu sleep!

haas...was late for work today...
reached office at 8.40am..not too late oso la hor
den today worked half-day only..leaving at 1.15, gg home to pack my room.
tt day bought a 4 tier storage cupboard...wondering if it would fit into my wardrobe??

did so many things the moment i reach office.
i took two hours to finish the un-done job yesterday.
hmmm, i should have worked OT yesterday arh... [._.'']
den can get more pay...lol

hmmm, lunchtime was a 'reunion dinner' for the whole company...
ate alot alot...so damn full.
sad thing was there' still food on the table!
so we young ppl played games so that loser will finish smth tt's on the table...
i'm new to the company, so i'm chosen to play and i lost!
i had to finish 3 chicken wings! i was real full tt time tt i almost cried while eating..
i lost three consecutive times n so i admitted defeat..

later meet up with pris, shar, janice n sally at vivo..
wanted to shop for a pair of shoes but...haiis
after which went home and paint my room.
pris came over to help me and den we took hours to complete it.
think she damn tired la...on the bed, count to three..she sleep le! lol

last night reached home was like 12+ le...
so so tired...so i hurriedly wash up and off to bed ard 1am?

this morning again can't wake up...
kena molested by my mum cos she touch me!
obviously i ''jumped'' up knowing its 7.15 le..
die die die...no time to choose clothes le.
luckily i managed to get onto company's transport but i didn't have breakfast.
trying to catch a nap on the bus but CAN"T! urgh!
reached my desk with half openen eye den aunty evan talk to me!
haiis, can't sleep again..suan le.

started doing the pile of task left over yesterday...
i took one full morning to complete n just when the clock strike 12,
alicia say its time for lunch!
den todays lunchtime was like laughing time lohx...couldn't stop laughing...

the moment i reached my desk, again there's work for me to do.
more n more coming in n more mistakes i make!
haiyah...busy till i didn't realise its 5.30 n i quickly log off the com to catch the bus.
tml sure take very long to complete the reversal thingy...sian!

took train all the way down to expo and reached at 7pm! so so early...
waited for jeryee and the rest at tanah...
was real hungry at tt time la...had too little for lunch bah..
den after svc went to pris house for the night..
we bought home mac wing meal and a chicken burger...UP-SIZED!!!
hahas...she don allow me to eat too full, worried tt i can't go to slp.
had a pleasant night as we didn't sleep with hwahwa...lol

today damn unwilling to wake up cos slept at 2am last night...
so so tired! haiya...i miss school so so much.
thought i was late so kept calling alicia but she didn't answer...omg!
hmmm...den after awhile, i kena horned by the bus driver...
lol..the company changed transport la! make me look so gong.

hmmm, was talking with dear all the way till i reached office,
den started my work after i hang lohx.
so many things to do today...really tired.
i think i didn't stop from the moment i started sitting infront of my desk la.
assignments kept coming, soon its gg to b'com the canopy of my table le.

do things step by step lohx...
didn't even have time to online and chat...
can't see wat's on auction oso... sian!

today's' work was simple... didn't do much ...
but but but i got to do 3 ppl's work lohx!
all the aunty's went on leave cos need to prepare for new year...
so out of 7 staffs..only 3 turned up...( including me)
can imagine how many stuffs i did today le la =)

didn't rest from start but skived when the assistant manager went for lunch.
continued all the way to 5.30pm .. i'm so tired!
7 of us meet up at spring to discuss bout the courses till 11pm...

but before tt went to bugis to get smth...
spent a total of $131.30 for the day! omg!
bought a nike bag for $71.10...cos got 10% disc...
but kena cheated $0.40 cos they press nets $71.50...lol
suan le lohx...den suan bought a shirt...
dunnoe nice or not leh.. dunnoe how to sae =p

initially wanted to take cab back to spring cos late le...
den suan n i walked down the streets for like 45 min? and no cabs!
wth! we den crossed the junctions n ended up back at the original pathment.
in the end, we took train...
only if we didn't waste time searching for cabs, we would have reached earlier.
reached home damn tired...so off i go to bed.

hoooo...guess wat happened on thurs?
i did send pris back as promised...but i stayed at her place!
hahas...cos too tired to go back jurong ... lol

slept sweetly for the night cos i made pris to massage me!
mwahahas... she was kind cos i working mah...
next morning...lucky she didn't wake me up!
but i need to leave the house with her sis! ... too bad
when i wash up and got everything ready...she told me to slp again.
wat?! ... b'cos she not feeling well to work.
in the end, i chat with her awhile n when my hair is dry, we slp again...

i had mac for breakfast and left the house at 11 ++ ...
reached home was like 1? and at the door step...i couldn't find my keys!
shhit! lucky my dad at home....
den headed to school to meet tina...
when i got my results...dunnoe wat my reaction should be la...
happy? sad? excited? contented? ... just did nth but saw many tearing frens.
wat course shd i take? haiis...later regret how?
hmmm, den meet dear at MOE to print my cert...$10 only
aft tt went to giant and walk ard lohx...
got one malay gal so so weird...nv see b4 ppl kissing meh? keep looking for wat...
hahas...den dear n i walked away...so suay, saw her at mac...lol
hmmm, den we went home ard 9 bah...

my results...

english ~ B3
chinese ~ B3
maths ~ A2
a-maths ~ B3
science ~ A2
chinese ~ B3
humanities ~ B4
POA ~ A2

L1R5 = 15 ... L1R4 = 12

will mama reward me???

hahas...early in the morning almost miss the bus to work
reached workplace as usual...sat down n did nothing.
hmmm, den finally my table is neat! no more papers! mwahahas....

waited for aunty dor to help me log in...
started doing APS and GLS...
haas...i wrote two wrong cheques! had to issue again n TEAR!
did alot of data entry the whole morning...
mayb after this job, i might not want to be an accountant le...
this is more of a routine job...doing the same thing day in day out.

hmmm, lunch time ate for free! hahas...
its department lunch to send one china lady off.
so funny when eating la...den talk bout aunty staffs...' backache'...
den i talked with alicia n pat bout pilate n yoga...
haas...kind of excited to check out the prices for pilate le! lol
aunt dor left after lunch and i forgot all the data entry when i can't see her face!
aunt evan oso not very sure bout some things...
end up i refresh memory by turning back to the done works...
hahas...so now while doing the freight charges, i blog lohx =p
dunnoe do finish le wat's next? so now do slowly...in case i need to do stamping again.

okk...later meeting pris to go cg, wat's next?
think will acc her back to pasir ris bah cos she come down all the way mah.
tt jeryee so so bad! didn't want to go cg..haiis
what will happen tml? receiving results! ~trembling
will i get 14 and below???
okk...knock off le...............biess

hmmm...today woke up quite late and got to rush to work.
lucky i still got time to buy bread for breakfast and waited for bus...
reached the company was only 8.10! wow!
early la...tt means i could have slept longer??

was talking to dear all the way even till i sit down at my desk...heehe
after which i logged on to the com and started my assignment.
alot la...i had to key in so many documents...one huge stack!
hahas, i kept making mistakes den re-do countless times.
i took the whole morning to complete and aunty dorothy even had to help me issue cheques!
lol...i took my own sweet time waiting for lunch =)

had just a bowl of mee goreng ~$1.50 only. cheap cheap eh...
den reach office, aly called....haiis, headache again.
den to solve the problem, i called mama!
yea! peace le...
lucky today no stamping...
so all i do for aft. is to check my work. total of 18 full pages!

after work, went for bs...
was quite early la, so asked pris to meet me since she's gg chinatown to find her mum.
she meet me at clarke quay den went to walk ard central...
its really a boring shopping mall! nth to see...nth to buy...
went for bs at 7.45 with yinghwa n lijia...
reached home was like 9.45...den stomach very empty!
so bath le faster gobble down the things on the table...
too tired to do any other things except sleep. mwahahas

com was quite retard this few days so couldn't blog...sad
think i have already forgotten bout some things le.lol

sat...
didn't report for ministry cos headache...last night too late sleep ba?
den was late for service! hahas...bad me...
pst. ulf message was a little un-comprehensible for me, so abit bored la.
after svc was bout 8.30 den pris n i hungry so went to get dinner and go home.
wanted to cycle over to elias mall but i like gain a thousand kg...
heavy burden for the bike! lol...
den went back and took hwahwa (dog) along for a walk la. yea!
den dear say my skills to walk a dog is damn 'lan'!
saying tt i am the one following the dog than the other way round...urgh!
didn't have a quiet night as i had a tiff with dear...
whole night not enough sleep!
nxt morning...headache. called to say i not reporting for work le.

sun...
was woken up by hwahwa cos she scratch my neck!
obviously i scolded her n my headache was killing me.
brought her to the living room only to realise its only 9!
den sayang it for a while and watch doraemon.lol.
she almost fell asleep in my arms...
when shae go out, i closed the tv n door. ~whoohoo...back to bed
slept cosily till 3pm before having lunch with verlin n pris.
verlin then checked her wallet and realised her 10 bucks missing!
shit la...who's the thief?! stop stealing can! its a sin ok!
don say i curse you...you will get retribution de hor...
cos wat u do to others, others will oso do it unto you.
came home and wasn't feeling well again.
my mens' cramp was like pinching my 'tummy'. ouchh!
wanted to sleep but then i ask dear to buy top shell to eat.
prepare till 6+ den eat eat eat and catch the superstar...
haas, we put too much lime and chilli! the chilli padi was with seed!
all our lips was burning...lol. den kept gobbling water!
(visited the toilet quite often cos mine is a straight tunnel) lol
the pain was occasional and den dear not 'fangxin' to let me go home...
sian...thinking bout tml still got cross-country...how how how...
and not till 10+ did dear realize we haven't eat dinner!
made macaroni and tried to finish it before mama reach home...
sad to say, she saw us eating and obviously got scoldings...

mon...
woke up very early! 4+ am to bath and get down to jurong.
dilly dally till 5.45am den reach station.
sad to say , i won't reach huayi by 6.30 la...
so i told suan i will go myself...giving the excuse tt i wanna sleep.
hahas, but i let the cat out of the bag...she tried to call me...
den i was msging den accidently answered her call.
think it was at lavenda station...den she noe i on train la.lol'
in the end, when i reach jurong, went to mobil stop and waited for 157...
they still haven get onto any bus...so i manage to go tgt with them.
got, suhaimi..noh..shameel..puisan..suanling..serene..me!
so few ppl gg to run?! reached macritchi, stomach cramp again...haiis
second day only...so obviously not comfortable.
hahas...i was at the starting line with pui when the horn goes, huixian was like sprinting liao la
suan n serene couldn't be located...den i paced pui till 1km den bye bye...
wa...gt one small gal dare to cut me at up hill! urgh!
the boys was like blocking the way! so irritating!
so so tired so i WALKED!
hahas...stamina n speed dropped so much!
but still got second in the alumni catogory...not bad le la.
hmmm, should have more participants den more challenging ma...

took 157 to toa payoh then take train to somerset to work...sian!
on the bus, sat with a group of sec one boys! they scolded vulgar la!
so young! ... nobody scold them oso... they really... haiis
nowadays kids treat words like pinch of salt!
it reminds me of a verse
'' out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaks ''
is your heart filled with love, joy, or ???
this then further reminds me of an incident that thought me
` be quick to listen and slow to speak!
u never noe how ur toungue can bacome a weapon tt speaks directly to the heart of man.
it either lifts the man up or tear the man down!

hmmm, tml starting work at PSA...accounts assistant
dunnoe how the experience would be. sweet or sour? bitter or hot? lol
oh ya...wat should i wear?! formal office wear! wth! hahas
kkx...my legs are surrendering le. think cos just now didn't do stretching ba.
have to listen to my body...its bedtime!

a study at the University of Texas at Austin has found that those who pen their feelings about their partners, both the positive and the negative, are more likely to be affectionate towards the person.

hahas, dear! must write more bout me k...lol
sometimes its the little things that gets me in the mood. i love message oils!
i love juicy kisses! i love bear hugs! i love surprises! i love you!
soft music really relax me and there's nothing better than getting a massage ----
especially when you noe tt it'll lead to much more!!!!

kind of happy yesterday as its our 10 months anni' le
hahas, but b4 meeting up ,i went for another hair cut!
urghh! so irritating with that flat head !
so huijing brought me to a solon at 500 plus...
den i decided to highlight my hair ba...colour? i dun noe but other day la.
kind of waste money to keep re-doing my hair...

as usual, i'm late again. suppose to meet 11.15...i drag till 11.45
waited quite long for my turn den kept talking to jing while waiting lohx
last night talk for 2 hour plus le, now still continue.lol
was quite satisfied this time..hahax
after tt, dear came over to my place n waited for more than an hour!
so lame...we stayed at home till 3 plus den go out.
both of us were so tired tt we just simply closed our eyes n meet in dreamland.lol

we went to cathay n cath a movie...happy birthday
while waiting, we went to eat Carl's Junior...chicken club
they allowed free flow of drink, so i mixed sprite with grape...its nice la!
thou quite full, we still bought Nacho's to eat

after the show, we walk back to Dhobby Gaut station ...
i missed a step n almost sprained my leg!
tt was real pain! but i kept on with my footstep n soon its 'healed'?

on train, its sardin packed with indian mens! so sickening~
one indian guy kept looking at me la...feeling uneasy to the extreme.
had the devilish feeling of digging his eyes out !
but, all i did was zip up my jacket n move away...
wanted to alight at je but another indian man blocked my way!
so i tried moving to another carriage but too sad, door closing...
IDOITIC INDIAN MENS! i want get out!

hoping tt dear was with me...haiis
i walked speedily home...
reached home, so so tired...went to bed lohx

had my hair-do with xueting on monday
suppose to meet her 5.00pm cos i finish work at 4.00pm
unfortunately, this damn rich Suadi Arabia guy came in and choose one huge pile of clothes
every design we intro him, he'll get at least two piece of diff size !
he seems to be satisfying his familys' shopping desire ...
soon, his purchase piled up the counter.lol..
den i had the urge to put two of my desired jacket in the midst of his purchase so i can get it free!
wakakas...very immoral ya.
den, his total went up to SGD 770 ! excuse me, this expense is only in one shop...
he told us he's gg over to mustafa n continue shopping!
at the back of my mind, how i hope he can accept me as his 'god-sis' ...
how fortunate will i be?
den i remembered the meeting with my dear xue...
and i only reach somerset station at 4.50pm !
i immediately msg her but she was about to reach le!
die die die... did i stood her up?
den she went back home again cos i would need roughly an hour to reach jurong.
xue, really sorry arh...

when i reach je, i called? her but she just started her dinner...
so i went home too b4 meeting her...
home was like food paradise as i couldn't resist the urge to munch smth.
i made a few slices of luncheon meat, wanting to make a simple 'sandwhich'
but my sis ask if i got make extra...obviously yes, den end up i only get to make one for myself...
den xue msg over to say she's leaving her house in 5 min!
omg...do i still have the time to make another one?
den i helped my sis n dad to carry one damn heavy fish tank downstairs to throw
luckily i wasn't late to meet xue...
we den decided to do at evolution...
i didn't prepare for the worse if my hair turn out to be urghh cos i tot it was a profassional hair salon la
however, we sat there for 4 hrs? and i wasn't happy with the result.
my hair was flat like dunnoe wat la...den oso nv help me cut properly !
one side short, the other long. no design, no style. NOTHING!
my confidence level dropped to zero.
reluctant to imagine how am i suppose to report for work tml.
my mum wasn't happy with my hair too!
hello, even aunty knows a little bout hair styling n u can't satisfy me?!
i pay u for your svc k!
haiz...

next morning went to work with tt HAIR! den xue complain bout her hair nt straight.
i wasn't satisfied with my hair oso la...so we decided to go back again.
i was suppose to teach pris maths after my work so told xue i wouldn't be free till 8.
can't imagine, evolution actually closes at 8 ! tt's early to me...
we're like discussing when to go back as i wouldn't be free till ????
bible-study, work, dear, conference...claiming most of my holiDAYS.
so, we decided to go next morning! tt's better cos all i need to do is get up early

had my hair fixed n its like ok ok la...
suan le...think even if i sit there longer, my hair won't turn better la...
haiis, was late for work.
just stood there in the shop for two hours like want my life!
so many ppl smoking outside...made me feel like vomitting.
time was so draggy den i msg liyin saying i wanna quit le!
same same for her lohx, but she say they giving us uniform le...
den oso getting results soon, so jus bear with it lo.
after work, bible study cancelled... didn't want to go home
so i walked around orchard myself...
went to centre point n bought 2 necklace, 1 earing .
after tt, waited at bugis for dear...
saw a pair of heels tt i like it so so much!
saddening, dun have my size, den ordered lohx
saw smth for dear...shall keep it a secret till the day comes =P
walked around till 9 plus den bid farewell with kisses for sure...

JAMES 5:20...he who turns a sinner from the error of his way
will save a soul from death and cover a great multitude of sin.

victoria, cho meiling
ngee ann polytechnic [ACC]
insane
loves children!
together with Christ since 2002
loving God wholeheartedly
loving people fervently
BATTLE LEARNT and NEVER REPEAT
when you RECEIVE, GIVE.
when you LEARN, TEACH



I want a boy who will hold my hand in line at the mall & make all the other girls jealous.
I want somone who would grab me by my waist at random times.
Someone who is more goofy than romantic.
A boy who would throw stuffed animals at me when i'm acting dumb.
i'm not the one you would want to mess around with - you might end up crying.
and not a "flowers girl" if you know...
He would silence me with his lips on mine when i'm throwing tantrums.
A guy who would make fun of me just to hear my laugh.
He'd play with my hair all the time & suprise me with little things.
Somone who i could share my lollipops with & lay on a blanket with to count the stars.
more of a mummy boy than bad boy! would like him to be close to his mum then those who thinks are too-cool-for-school.
i got to 'get' him and he got to 'get' me.
But mostly, someonewho will be my best friend & would never break my heart.
He'd just always make me SMILE.
A boy, like no other & he's special.

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