SACARSTIC BITCH!!!

''alicia...u noe i referring to who rite?'' lolx

Yesterday reached home wasn't feeling good. Wanted to cry so much and so I just locked myself in the room dunnoe do what. When mum reached home about 9.00, I shared with her bout the freaking old lady. She told me to tell her off next time if she dares to malign me. I should not have kept quiet and swallow down the anger. Since I'm not intending to return to this company after graduation...I'll do it. Hahas

Missing dear so badly now. How shall we spend our anniversary?
UrgH... I'LL BE IN CAMP!!! [._."]
Will be going home later after work to pack those camp stuffs.
Bringing weird things there la...shall list them out @_@ :
- rags
- swimwear
- mug
- one set of unwanted clothing
Can't imagine spending 4 days at camp...doing what?!
Hahas…I want to play water pole!!! Pls pls pls ['_']

Oh...my week is going to be packed with activities! Just feeling so excited to stop working =D
Friday - going to far east to buy present den go BBQ cos verlin's birthday is on the 31st

saturday - ministry, church den go prawning at night? midnight?

sunday - reporting to camp at 8.00am!!! oh goodness! excuse me, its sunday! where's your brain? where's your brain? where's your brain? oh! wanna wish everyone in advance- HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY , HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MS LUI! , HAPPY CAMPING TO ME!!!

won't be home till wednesday...going to 'nua' at home on thursday and sentosa on friday. `whoo...going to buy the same long sleve shirt as jeryee. hahas, going to be twins one day :]

hmmm, suddenly remember this song:

I'm on the top of the world looking, down on creations and the only explanation I can find. It's the love that I've found that it seems to be around; your love puts me at the top of the world.

God is always looking down at his creation that we may bring love to everyone!
Let us not sow discords between one another that destroys a relationship but to sing praises that may lift a person up.

Stupid idiot pig!

I tell you. When you're wrong, just admit. As thou no body makes mistakes. You are a human. So am I. But why must you announce my mistakes as if it's a broadcast to the world. Haix. Enough le k. maybe eating the chocolate can soothe my mood? Thanks dear. I didn't know I'll cry in this company. Bosch Rexroth is still the ever best company I've been in. I didn't expect things to turn out this way. Yes, maybe its my fault to use the internet, but if u assign me work to do and I put in effort, do things nicely, arrange accordingly and stuffs, I don't find any fault. You just put the blame on others as if it's not your problem. Oh please! Idiot!
I did put stuffs nicely, properly arranged. But you announced loudly that I didn't place them in order. Didn't I? I did alright! I knew you were rushing for month end closing and thus, I messed up my table to sort all the documents in order and what did I get back in return? Maligning... is this what I deserve? It was suppose to be part of your duty and I'm just giving you a hand. When you can't find the document, you start to blame me, so it's my fault again. Asshole! I didn't even tick that transaction b'cos I couldn't find it. Not my fault k! You start to point fingers at others without knowing the situation hor. You should not say that I didn't place the stuffs in order. Wasn't it a smooth check after the incident? Bitch!
I'm now looking so ugly… can't stop crying.

Decided to blog it up so I could remember what happened today instead of just saving as drafts in my mail. Sianx…

Yesterday reached home about 6.00pm and that's really early k! Went for an unplanned jog with pui... was so refreshed! We ran from huayi canal to JE de ... den did one lap. Rest awhile, do some stretching and did one last lap ... thanks to pui lohx... so tired! Did two sets of bent knee sit-ups on those inclined surface… TIRED! Slowly walk home and had instant noodles for dinner before going to bed =D

Today woke up very very reluctantly... tossing myself round the bed till 7.15 and rush to wash up. Luckily mum took the initiative to prepare breakfast and so I had it in the office. Think today nothing much to do cos the lady on maternity leave is back... which means I have lesser or nothing much to do lohx… yea! But but but ... my request to leave by end of this month is still not approved! Sianx… now helping dorothy to do data entry... unexpectedly, i entered a total of 100+ invoices le! oh my goodness! so many many many. still thinking that i was slacking but...hahas

hahas... yesterday went to downtown and swim!!! ~whoo
reached there was like 1.50pm?
finally i get to swim with you ya? lol....
den swim till 3.00 ... wrap up with my sixth lap...
left so early cos verlin wants to go and meet her dear at station.
sianx... went back, have ''dinner'' at 4!
den i watched vcd while you're asleep.
managed to finish the forth episode only!!!
still got like 11 more to go! OMG!!!
late le...so... home sweet home.

hiax.... now still must work!!!! urgh!!!!
stood infront of the stupid photocopy machine for 1 hour!!!
faxing and faxing non-stop. wat a shitty task i did!
nothing to do!!! just waiting for o1/o4/o7 to arrive!
hee~

yesterday nothing much happen...
couldn't blog at home cos com spoil le.
after work...went for cell group...
again... jon, kenny and i joked happilly to the station.
its always without fail tt we will play n chat bout lame stuffs till we 'depart'
went home very very tired...
den my that irritating sister still disturb me!
i literally have no place to rest my butt on except the floor la.
she packed all the chairs with her books...
tables also her books...floor also her books!!!
so i scolded her and as usual,
i lost to her b'cos she's very good at talking back.
hahas...so my mum scolded her too!!! =D
didn't want to bother much bout it so i just went into my room
settle the poly stuffs before going to bed.
so troublesome la...things are all coming in at the same time!!!
haiyos...when will all this registering things end?! so stressful! ...

today nothing much to do ...
except later meeting pris to go marina lohx.
hahas...want her to pei me buy lingerie...
den go carefour buy FBT pants n also to pass alicia the NP registration form n $15 ... sianx... money flying away again...hahas.

HAPPPPPPPPPPI

met someone up today!!!
hahs...woke up at 9...early hor? should sleep longer ya. hahas...but nvm. woke up and tidy my room till 12...den so reluctant to go out...so did some facial- mwahahas... drag the time till 2.30 den leave the house. went to take passport photo before going to JJC to appeal. SAD!!! SAJC no more vacancy le...haiis.

took bus to JP...take train to CITY HALL and SHOPPING! i was so hungry and so went to eat KFC... hahas...used a secret to save myself from buying the food lohhx...( say its secret le...so cannot write here lohx =p) walked up to level one and saw lingerie sales...hahas, so i found one set that i liked...wanted to buy and see more but u paiseh la...so will go back this friday lohx... went to carefour...acted like wanting to buy things home to cook de...crazy us. in the end, bought sushi at half price... went to the counter and i immediately ask ''wat time liao arh'' ? ... the reply was ... '' 7.30! '' ''oh oh..." i'm late for BS ... didn't want to enter the class late and so never go lohx. continued shopping and you lahx...on the way eat sushi and put the wasabi on the rice... my face instantly turn red and flushed out watery eyes...faster go toilet to hide..LOL continued our journey to MARINA... walked awhile only den go home le... my legs were aching, so went to sit on steps before going to station. hahas...i suddenly said ''dear'' and wanted a second repeat with a shocked...~ shy...

reached home was like 11.... so bath le jiu sleep lohx...so TIRED! need to work again tml..i find that i'm slowly going to become a slave for money le...haiis I don't want to be a slave for money!!! i want to be a slave for God! so i decided to go appeal for JC and pursue the calling in my life... hahs......
''out of your mouth speaks knowledge, and understanding to the simple''

stupid stupid stupid

wasn't happy at all! was a little fickle mood the whole day!
first incident at work....
didn't brng specs again...(just the second time) and i was almost being chased home.
hmmm...nvm. maybe she's just joking ya?
next...
found out that SPC is paying recruit express $9 while i'm only receiving $5.50!!!
wat the hack! i was told by the interviewer that they don't earn commission! or rather, they earn by helping those company to find employees and will be paid. NOW WAT... sianx
@#$%^&*(())_#$%^&*(.....
wanted to go for lunch...and YOU last minute rush me for things to be done...shit! i have no mood to smile at YOU liao and YOU still giggle! urgh! run here and there for signatures...den went down to HR and help YOU clear tray and come up again to pass it to YOU... come back from lunch and was still scolded by YOU! ... '' ji du bu shuang'' can? shit!!! i almost cry out la! why must work be so terrible? ... how i miss the times i had at Bosch Rexroth... the ppl there are so kind and caring! they had such strong bond with each other...helping out whoever in need and can joke around...but here is totally like hell! i would always drag my feet to work... how reluctant i am. haiis!!

counting down to leave this place!!! urgh...irritating freak!

===>yesterday<===

Had a fun enrichment programme with Ms Raj...so funny! She taught us on some teaching methods as a CHCC tuition teacher. i really learnt alot from her. she used many examples to trigger our minds and passion for teaching. i love it...i love it...i simply love it!!! just a short lesson...10.15-11.45 i could actually catch so much from her. hahas... den had a lunch 'buffet' before starting lesson. lesson was fun b'cos i only had 12 kids...wasn't as chaotic as last week. lesson ended at 2.00pm...sian all the way in the nursery room alone la. den went up to lobby and talked to bro caleb and aunty boon poh. after the chat, i managed to ''clinched a deal'' to tutor one P4 boy...maths - billing him $15 per hour! hmmm? went for service...its fun! Phil Pringle was really a humorous speaker when he speaks teaching.

Being empowered by the holy spirit in prayer
` faith is an ATTITUDE that is hidden inside you
`the bible says...rejoice! So its a command to be obeyed! =D
`Christians don't walk by feelings! they walk by decisions they made.
(this sentence had given me a nudge on my shoulder to follow the decisions that i've made..
which is to stop thinking bout SAJC and go NP ) oh?
`when you meet a problem, welcome it! b'cos you are going to be even stronger and bigger
than it...~whoo
`one star is different from another star in glory

after svc...was joking around with jeryee and jon la. i just can't stop laughing on train! oh my goodness! it was all about sad...sadden...saded! hmmm, den i didn't have proper dinner as i wasn't feeling hungry...so just had instant noodles lohx.

===>today<===

nth much to blog lohx....
just feeling sianx to work tml! oh sucks!

this morning...woke up quite early and saw 3 unread msges... den woke jevon up cos later meeting him. settled my things before washing up and soon he called saying that he reached le. omg! i just bathed finish...den he asked me to take my time...so i did and almost missed the bus. hahs... great day ahead as i didn't forget to bring anything to work...lol.

did my stuffs as usual...had a cheap lunch-$1.50. after lunch, ah dor took half day leave and so i'm 'free'. later going to winnifred's birthday BBQ and think going to ton over there bah...hahas. one year just passed so fast...it was like just a month ago i celebrated her birthday. [._.'']
supposed to get her a puma belt but don have her size le...so was clueless for her present. decided to give her cash instead...hahs.

===tml===

i'll be taking over the class again as judy and meixiu couldn't make it. hmmm, now i'm prepared for lesson as i know what activities to give the kids. somehow or rather its better than last week bah.. last week wasn't prepared at all and den caught in a daze...not knowing what to do to kill time-ended up playing london bridge and colouring.

will be teaching the letters Q and R... activity----Queen and Rainbow. hahs...will it be another fun time tgt with the kids?

proverbs 3:5-6
trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own undeerstanding;
in all your ways acknowledge Him and He will direct your paths.

hahs...today forgot to bring specs to work... so... guess what? ah dor gave me a magnifying glass!!! lol... i really used it to look at the bank recon. statement la... so funny! i even used it on the computer and i played for awhile...testing my eyes with one side closed and so on...

so so tired.... but after lunch, as usual...i'll slack together with alicia lohx. we will go online and surf the net also... den the cleaner aunty came to us and chat... asked me to seek chinese doctor as i've been coughing for weeks. after much chatting, she went out and saw ah dor being locked outside the fish tank! LOL! when ah dor came into the finance dpt room, she scolded me for not being attentive to her shouts! lame la... she said she's been shouting for me from outside but i hear no waves of sound from behind me. LOL...i kept laughing and laughing, so did alicia. =D after work, went home to rest lohx...together with pris, we walked slowly back home after the heavy rain. intended to go for a gym session but was alone so decided to have a jog round the canal...den...I DIDN"T RUN AT ALL! hahas...forgotten cleanly bout it and pris didn't even remind me! hahs... had my dinner and went to bed before 10pm! ~whoo...early pig =)

S C R E A M !!!! i want go out to play!!!! i want go run...swim...dance...drink... i want to play and have fun! urgh!!! everyday 7am wake up... 5.30pm end work... one full day gone! haiis...

this whole morning, continued with bank reconciliation...so sian!!! can die arhx!!! think i concentrate too much till i feel very giddy... its really numbers after numbers! today alicia took MC so i ate my lunch with the aunties... so funny leh... they chatted bout handphones cos ah dor wants to upgrade her phone. so funny!!! instead of the singtel HELLO shop, she say HELLO KITTY!!! den everyone laughed at her. now i no longer call her aunty dorothy le... change to ah dor le. she's forever so cheerful... a jovial person i can say. i told her that i want to be always smiling like she does so when i'm old...i will still be young at heart and mind =) oh...ah dor also has a sister working at SPC... she is also always smiling =D she told me that she has a total of 7 siblings! WOW...i initially still thought that it was from a different mother as my mum has 9 siblings of diff mum...but for dor's case is not! really can give birth to so so many meh? the aunties den tease me saying if i give birth now den can have more!! hahas...

later going down to bugis to change the watch before going for bs lohx... yet another day will end just like that... haiis... when can school re-open?!

was so tired the whole day... sian sian sian!!! why can't i enjoy my holiday?? work work work...so boring!!! but lucky i did bank reconciliation today. was not easy at all! looking at the figures had strained my eyes and my neck eventually turned sour! so many things to check. who to blame? me lohx...cos i everytime type wrongly and so need do cancellation and thus increased the possibility of double entry. TIRED!!!!

after work, meet pris at station and go home lohx. while walking back, its already drizzling...den walk the long long pathway beside yuhua sec, it started to rain even heavier... i wanted to run but i'm on heels...so cannot even walk faster...much more to say, RUN ? hahas...so in the end, both of us were drenched. i used my bag just to give shelter for my head den awhile later, i took off my heels and run back. reached home, pris bath first while i just change to dry clothes cos pris more wet mahx... after that, she took out DVD and we watched till she hungry and scold me. lol...went down to buy her dinner lohx... eat le den watch tv awhile jiu sleep le. sooooo TIRED!!!

was late to catch the bus and it waited for me...sian. still thought if i missed the bus, i can go back home and sleep...haas. managed to finish my harshbrown for breakfast while walking to the waiting bay...pris msged over to say if i missed the bus, do turn home. lame la she. den when i reached office, she already washed up and reached lakeside station le... so fast! so envy her to have school holidays.

time flies... as soon as i check the clock on the com, it was 12 le. so went to have lunch lohx. after lunch, alicia and i went down to collect cheques from HR department...climb the stairs back to the second storey and we were locked outside the fish tank! LOL! so damn funny la... both didn't have access pass to enter! den we went 'gong gong' ... we keep laughing outside the glass door and when alicia saw Raja... she shouted! Raja den made fun of us...he purposely don't want to get near the sensor so the door won't open from inside. play play play den finally can go in liao. sitting infront of my desk still laughing...LOL

slacked for an hour before getting back to work cos aikian and dor went for lunch. no one will pester me to do work ~shuang. roughly around 4pm, went down to see the handsome courier man... he is really nicely tanned.... tall.... well-built.... after passing him things, went to pantry and had a terrible peppermint lipton tea... yucks! really disgusting and awful taste! pui pui pui!!!
i immediately pour the whole cup away...wasteful la i noe =p

two of my collegue just came back from china and they bought gifts for us. they didn't noe wat to get so each had a pair of chopsticks. they chatted awhile with us in our fish tank commending bout her purchase of lingeries in at china airport...so so funny... she very 'yaya' in the shop la... the story goes in chinese..the moment she enter the shop, the salesgirl greeted her and she asked the lady to show her the most expensive ones! the salesgirl gave her a face and den say ''inside inside''... in actual fact, one of them really is rich one la...executive leh. den she bought a few and says its comfortable... she got buy push-ups and oso some normal ones with lace... lol. she still asked us if we want to take order so she can help us buy in her next trip...=D alicia ask her to buy g-string... aunt dor and evan say want buy panty...large size! LOL .... i just can't stop laughing... i wanted a set of bigini...~blushing

after work, went to the bank at JP cos i think its the only one tt opens till 7pm... withdrawn $400 for my mum and $50 for myself... the figures are gradually getting smaller!!! i still got A&B to fullfill, things to buy ... aiyo!!! bought a white long wallet for myself ... not really nice la cos its plain. can use can liao la horx... it cost my $20. so now i'm left with $30...

went home had a weird dinner... i only ate chicken and fish...hahs, a real small portion cos no appetite. awhile later tired le jiu sleep. and...i didn't wash my hair! lol...

saturday

was late to leave the house and so didn't have time to go borrow books for the kids. hurried to church and then realising tt there won't be anyone helping me with the class! die! so i got pris to come down and help me. i tried to drag the class... take attendants, sing song...start lesson. i only took 45 min to finish the lesson and then i'm still left with another 45 min! what should i do now?! hmmm, den i got pris to help me bring the kids for toilet break.... come back le play london bridge...hahas...the kids are just so cute! some didn't dare to go under the boys handmade bridge. so funny! lucky none cried.. den still got 10 min!!!! didn't know what to play...thought of playing catching but better not. so made them do colouring session. finally lesson ended and i took a photo with one of the boy - junkai =D

went over to the coffee shop to have lunch with my ministry frens plus pris...think she felt very odd with them bah...she didn't really talk. after our meals...i went to get herbal tea for cheryl and sis. qinwei...cost me $3.50 in total. our meals $5.00... and bubble tea $2.70. haiis...there goes my $10 for the day. sad...i'm so broke everyday!

took church bus to expo...really got no mood to travel but since i'm there le, den go in lohx.... after all, its sy rogers! cool! i want to hear his testimony!
after svc soooooooooo tired...so went home straight with jeryee. chatted on the train. so excited to join emerge! so both of us called jonathan so come along also. initially the three of us will be joining vertical marathon. then included pris and kenny. lol... called jon to pei me join POS. he say its a stupid act of mine. he don't want to go and throw ppl up in the air, and he still say i'll be the one up in the air. wth! hahs... final decision- wait for jeryee to enter ngee ann den we go join POS. i also went ahead to join track events...400m and 1500m .... so scary! so long nv join race le! wahaha...wat will my timing be? hmmmm???

sunday

woke up as early as 10 plus and packed my room before going out to bugis to get winnifred's present. suppose to leave my house at 1.00pm but dilly dally till 1.30pm den go out. went down to withdraw money for meiyang to buy crab's for dinner...mwahaha... met pris at bugis and so we walked around looking at things aimlessly. so we walked from bugis to suntec and we were in high spirit to shop. she didn't even stop me from spending! wat a friend...but nvm... quite happy with the things bought. i was like a shopping queen for the day! i bought...

~watch...$23.90 (don't really like it...mayb going to change.)
~jeans from samuel and kelvin...$40
~jeans skirt from bugis street...$25 (think she cheat my money!)
~dog pendant belt...$10 ( the tail very short)
~a long shirt from mango...$35
~a book and a bookmark from kinokuniya...$21.51

in total...i spent $155.40 in a day! omg!!!!

after all this spending...pris still wanted to go marina to shop! i said please no! i said in chinese... my legs can't move, heart can't stand the shopping temptation and my money...i can't touch. i ended up like saying it with tongue twister or like someone reciting a idiom...pris was over-joyed when she hear me... saw serene's mum at suntec foyer den went up to the IT SHOW fair... met jyh chau, kam, shi bao, jyhchau, serene, alicia, liyin....finally i see them. its like a decade ago tt i talked to them la...i miss the days i went crazy together with the group... now like drifting apart le. haiis... nvm. and the place was real messy and packed! so when i talk...i like shouting la. wanted to buy a compaq laptop for just $1299... cheap? ya... but after thinking twice, i didn't. serene oso didn't cos we both wanted to collect more comments before making the final decision. den pris say if i really need a laptop, can lend from verlin first... haas, went further down to sony and saw mp3!!!! i was hesitating whether to get the 1GB for $159 only... thinking thinking... hmmm, wait for the june sales den get one lohx horx =) lucky never spend another $150 at the fair... serene still ask me why not get a mp4 ? ... was thinking ... ya true arhx. LOL

was being pushed around and finally we both got out from the crowd and trained home. when we reached my block downstairs, we were like trying to hide the shopping bags to make it feel as if its just all in one. i even had the jeans squeezed into my bag so that my mum won't see too much things. hahs...after all the efforts, i opened the door....my mum sleeping le lohx. left my sis alone in the living room watching ugly betty.... to prevent pris from going on strike for rice, we went down again to buy fried rice. came back...bath, eat, sleep.

haas...i'm getting earlier and earlier to leave my house every morning le...always the first one to reach. same routine, take the turf city bus to work in the morning and comfort bus back home. sian sian sian!!! every day like tt...why my life at work so bored....

tml is aunty dorothy's birthday...so we had department lunch again this afternoon. wow! she's 60 years old le!!! omg! think she's the oldest aunty whom i noe is so so healthy and cheerful. she can easily smile or giggle with just a little trickle in ur words. oh, after lunch was work again and i was rushing through as all those authorised signaturers will be having meeting at 2.00! finally back at my seat resting... today quite happy cos other than doing data entry, i did creditor's reconciliation. finally its smth i learnt in school.... haas...quite fun cos finally i can use my brain to work and not just entering wat i see.

later meeting pris to get winnifred's present...hmmm, wat to buy leh? the puma belt don have her size le. dunnoe dunnoe dunnoe la.. went to IMM and saw nothing. instead, i ended up buying my body shower from giant. hmmm, tml taking the class...will i have too much spare time? hahas...lets see.

this morning, woke up automatically at 6.30 and cry. i miss daddiie so so much...once you've walked out of my life, your footprints had weighed a thousand in my heart. its tearing...the nail pricking pain i felt...the uncontrollable yearning...the emotional price is too much to bear!!! ...so, decided to drop you a msg and really thank you for calling back...i miss you! mwahhs!

hmmm, got out of bed and prepare for work lohx...had harshbrown for breakfast, $1.30 worth of lunch and dinner is obviously free...hahas

suppose to take the company bus to jp but instead took to lakeside...haas, so got to take train back to meet pris.... went to buy kfc to eat before gg for zone's cell group meeting. to be honest...i find it really boring. dunnoe why no mood to do anything le. hmmm, this week i'll be taking over the class for tuition. wanna will another girl pee in the class? will i have a helper to help? haas...let God decide. =p

its just another solitary day for me at work...shall not elaborate much. but finally, i can breathe normally! hahas... but still coughing. hmmm, just being thankful that i can breathe cos there are ppl who needs to rely on other breathing agents. aunt dorothy also gave me a packet of hacks for my throat...so kind! and i finally finished the whole course of anti-biotics!...

after work, went to riverwalk for bible study... was alone sitting at the waiting area for jeryee to finish her lesson. she said she missed me, and so she's going to kiss my butt...but it all didn't happen. saw liyin and her dear while i go up the escalator....hmmm, he not that bad looking la. didn't really get to see his face cos he's smiling from side view. oh ya, he looks abit like my primary school freind- peiling. hahs...sorry arh, i linked him to a girl...LOL

after bible study was like only 8.30pm...so yinghua and lijia took bus to orchard for dinner, i went home alone. soon after we left each other, i kindly helped a lady to clear her hand full of promotion pamphlets and a man caught his attention on me. he followed behind me and on the escalator to the station, he asked me ''free for coffee?'' scare the hell of my life la...suddenly a man's voice coming from the back so near to me... obviously i say NO. he den asked my age and would i be interested to make love? NO! he still continue asking me with his disgisting smile... have i made love before? - wat a question!!!! i said NO! if my answer was yes, den wat has it got to do with u man! still ask...'' won't i be interested, curious? '' pui! not with u oso! shoo to geylang if u're so despo la...fcuk... when change to another escalator, he took a step closer to me by standing beside me! omg!!!! still praise me and stuffs...eeek! luckily priscilla called to the rescue...haas.... den a mighty dragon suddenly being transformed to a headless cockroach, walking headlessly as he seems to be finding the exit at that station. too bad...clarke quay very big...station oso got at least 3 exits lohx...

reached home was so hungry, so ended up one long fried chicken wrap, one huge portion of yam cake and 2 'chee cheong fan' ...all made by my aunt. tt's my dinner...hhaas. luckily i didn't miss the 10pm show on channel u...the police women are all so pretty and with character ! =D sad....its ending soon.

yesterday didn't go work cos sick again! why am i so weak?! rested at home the whole day doing nothing. having too much toxic in my body so they shouting protest?!!! haiis...coughing and sneezing non-stop...so irritated by the sick bug la...of all ppl why me? urgh!

roger roger...drink more water, take medicine, take regular meals...but still not ok leh...haiis

now at work doing the same things...
kind of felt loved at office cos someone left me a chinese herbal tea on my desk this morning. so sweet....hahas. my blocked nose is making me irritated! God, pls heal me!!!

after work sure go home and rest de...hahas
hmmm, huijing!!!!mwarhhs!!! i love you so much! hahs, thanks for informing me which course i got into... was not very happy with the result although its my first choice la.
the feeling came back to me again...'' I WANT GO JC! '' haiya...how! can someone tell me how?!
urgh! i want enter SAJC ! sure there are pros and cons to it but ... ah!! so many question marks la...

but my collegue, alicia, say stick to my choice leh...job scope will be wider and stuffs. haiya, no matter what, i will still apply for NIE and enter into the teaching career ~ yup... when i receive, i'll give. when i learn, i'll teach.

hahas...pulled a long face to work today...and aunty dorothy finally didn't scold me!! lol... it was peace at work today...had lunch for $1.30 only. ooops, i almost forgot to take my medicine like yesterday...=P

now i know tt my department likes to eat fishballs and fishcakes! lol...is it nice? bouncy bouncy...juicy juicy...roundy roundy... heheh Today's weather was cold and my fingers were numb an hour after lunch...i'm so cold so cold...simply cold!
haas, now i sitting infront of my desk eating tau sa pao while blogging...so shuang~
later meeting all at yew tee station to have outreach...so excited la---playing street soccer and bball.... whoohoo!!!!

work was so torturing today...i literally didn't get to rest and slack!
stressful indeed...i was looking at some china receipts and it caught my head spinning...
i almost vomitted while sorting out the thing...haiis
thanks to those chinese wordings...

after work, i went over to somerset and collect my pay... very very little! they make me stand there and increase sales, not being able to sit down...not being able to rest and now my pay doesn't pay off to the sweats and pains i had lor! haiz...my pathetic $249 would be banked in tml...

walked down to plaza sing and saw old chang kee on the way. thought of getting a crab nugget but it doesn't seems appetising then...so contined our journey to ps...pris and i den decided to have our dinner before going home...so, as usual...we can't decide. i was impatient to wait and so wanted to go home...but pris actually had smth in mind. and we went down to pizza hut and had a huts couple meal...weirdy... i wanted a splitzza so its in supreme hawaiin and black pepper chicken...~WOO~

after our meals, home away we go...
ended my day with nth special...

wait wait wait...hahas...i managed to invite leonard over to play bball tml! yea...he says he's going to bring ard 4-10 ppl! mwahahas....it sure would be a very fun outreach! yippy!

JAMES 5:20...he who turns a sinner from the error of his way
will save a soul from death and cover a great multitude of sin.

victoria, cho meiling
ngee ann polytechnic [ACC]
insane
loves children!
together with Christ since 2002
loving God wholeheartedly
loving people fervently
BATTLE LEARNT and NEVER REPEAT
when you RECEIVE, GIVE.
when you LEARN, TEACH



I want a boy who will hold my hand in line at the mall & make all the other girls jealous.
I want somone who would grab me by my waist at random times.
Someone who is more goofy than romantic.
A boy who would throw stuffed animals at me when i'm acting dumb.
i'm not the one you would want to mess around with - you might end up crying.
and not a "flowers girl" if you know...
He would silence me with his lips on mine when i'm throwing tantrums.
A guy who would make fun of me just to hear my laugh.
He'd play with my hair all the time & suprise me with little things.
Somone who i could share my lollipops with & lay on a blanket with to count the stars.
more of a mummy boy than bad boy! would like him to be close to his mum then those who thinks are too-cool-for-school.
i got to 'get' him and he got to 'get' me.
But mostly, someonewho will be my best friend & would never break my heart.
He'd just always make me SMILE.
A boy, like no other & he's special.

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