how nice would it be when we face God with righteousness together?? haiis...why are things happening just this way tt everyone is crying?? hmmmm...is it a change of heart?? i really dun wanna say "goodbye" ! i am just forcing myself to stop thinking and move on and away from this cross road..i dun want to let my feelings take control of my mind! urghh! am i going to close this chapter and settle down before the light shines back on me? i am so weak to take control of myself! just this feeling for you that never fades...I LOVE YOU. but your actions for her just made me hold back..i am just not the gal for you..no longer the one you would love blindly and care for wholeheartedly..not the gal who could melt your heart with my smiles and kisses..never again can i. time will just heal this wound in my heart...i want to be STRONG ! i will lead myself away quietly so that it will not hurt the both of you.. meiling ! you got to be STRONG ! though we still get to see each other face to face, distance is sensed and how could i still be strong and smile?? i have once loved you so blindly that i dun have the courage now to open up my eyes and face the reality of you not belonging to me but her alone.

DNA of Christ in me =D
kept myself busy from morning till now so that i won't think of any emotional filtering stuffs. woke up early to meet for CIP project and it took us like 2 full hours just to settle on one final background for the web-page design thingy. so time consuming arhh. =p den lesson lesson lesson...so happy that i got 7/10 for my BComm minutes writing test which i put in majority of the effort than my fren and surely it paid off with the marks i got! ~cool =D

went to the library for CIP project discussion again at 3 and finally our PPT is DONE ! ~happy happy happy. now we are left with prototype and proposal...hmmm, should i say good progress?? i love the teamwork in "wuge wuge"- our teams' name. funny?? try reading it in chinese..we have a total of 5 members..and so......................lalalalalala

i was totally STRETCHED during training! high-knee-lift ?? so long nv do le! initially it was effortlessly done in 15 sec..den coach wanted us to increase speed! so it was like OH MY !!! not again for another 2 sets ?!?! i sensed tsunami in my brain when all the blood is jus rushing ! the liquid traffic in the legs! LOL...~wobbly. and it is never called training without sweat. did the usual 4-man passes and once again, all did 100s of pumpings and cruntches... BOY oh BOY... after that, we had a never ending defense training ...fun and tiring!!

headed back home and had dinner with loagong....erm, hope there won't be a need for explanation why were we tgt ya?? and now...gtg and do my homework that weighs a ton which i can sell to garang-gunee for them to earn big bucks! whahahahaha...wat a sinfull thought.

went for the stupidiest lesson of the week...CATS a boring teacher, boring module...just got to finish it and i'm done. =D attended for like an hour and felice, siyu and i slacked at canteen 2 for another hour before its time for S&W. hmmm...BOREDOM... after everything, went to find mum while waiting for laogong's msg...stupid lohhx...planned for a gym session but ended up procrastinated. =p kkx...promise to be disciplined and go for it next wed ya?? so instead, went for a hair-cut together..

life is made precious with every heartbeat u beat for..mine is for Him alone =))

yesterday
TRAINING

was a very very tiring day for me..went to school at 12plus, ate onli 2 small little things and left hurriedly to station.. went for 'touch' after CIP and was a little lost as i missed so so so many traings with the team! gosh~faint
had a couple of stitches during the warm up game and i am tired already. *notice the word - warmup...can't imagine why my stamina dropped so much ehh. den did punch-ups and trainings... my split is terrible!! i was the last to pass coach lahhx...terrible me. followed by a 4-man pass and my team had countless of drop balls which ended us doing pumpings!! my hands are wobbly!!! lucky oat asked coach for crunches instead...~shuang but still we did like 100s of pumpings le la. had a friendly game with peeps and i FELL ! is painfull de lohhx!! i slide thru the muddy field and my right leg is with mud...so is my pants. =p i am dirty from head to toe!! got someone* to walk me home and a free sandwhich from her =D thanks dear! hahahahahahaha
reached home slacked awhile before washing up and turning in.. =D

*slept with a gigantic lizard last night...kept me awake till 3 plus* ...hmmm so ended up late to meet uncle and aunty may for 'lobstering'. instead of meeting them at 11, i reached at 12.40! everyone was waiting for me!!!! hahahs...so paiseh la.

went upper bukit timah for lunch and I AM FULL !! from 1:++ to 6:30, was at sungei buloh lobstering =D so happy there!!!! but unluckily..my RED day came ! STAINED ! poor clar got to help me with the 'job' ehh =p thanks arhh clar bear! mmmwarks! how shall i repay u?? caught 3 lobsters!!! OVERJOYED !! but the total catch for the day was 21! so i never really contribute much la. =p uncle taught me alot alot ! he was talking to me while iii finally caught my first one. =0 i am just going back again SOON yea.. so fun! but legs were real 'sour' while waiting patiently for the lobster...easy to lure, hard to catch. =P

went back to wash up before dinner time. dinner at LOT 1 pizza hut. not fun waiting at all! was so hungry to do anything..waited for an HOUR before the food is being served. sure we got impatient and uncle complained to the manager there. we den got 25% discount and 3 bowls of salad as complementary. hehehehe...*grins. jojo den saw this 'cute' guy and wanted to noe his name. i gave a helping hand and so paiseh la! i looked at his breast tag so obvious and he must have thought ''y this gal want to noe my name? .. " hahs, hope i didn't give the wrong idea that i'm interested in him ehh =p now, finally got our order on the table and its the pathetic garlic bread first. then came the super supreme and hawaiin pizzas, drumlets, soup and salad. FULL. hummm...shall upload the pics taken other day k. now tired le =p

reached home was half dead! tired! having terible stomach ache...think its cos of the duck i had in the afternoon bahh..or is it tt i had too much for dinner? erm...wateva it is..i am now not feeling well and needa turn in as soon as possible. nites nites =D dream well everyone!

COOKING DAY

woke up very early in the morning to do marketing with aunty may.bought alot of things just to make dumplings. it was real fun la. from the process of preparing to wrapping to boiling... everything just went smoothly..had a sumptious meal with alot alot alot of dumplings!

skipped our plan to swimmimg and instead headed to AMK .. a boring place! so sian la...nth to see, nth to buy. SIAN.. den later headed back home soon after having subway as dinner. bought smth for laogong. a belated one which is exactly the same one i saw at citylink the other other day. CUTE hor dear...LOL (hmm, dun be mistaken of anything arhh...i am single.)

Believe it or not...I’m still AWAKE... SHIT!!!
i was woken up by a bad bad bad dream and here I am blogging lohhx.
so kelian...I wanna slp!!!
Hmmmm God! Please bless my night with comfort and rest.
I wanna be under my blanket NOW.

Met pris for orchard shopping sphere and we only started at 4.30!
Hmm, realised that my shopping stamina had dropped drastically!
i spent a total of $40 at sheer romance (bikini and a shorts), another $5 on a tube.
but the bag that I saw in the magazine dun have le =(
continued walking to dunno where den I tired liao...
pris was also feeling tired so both decided to go home. =p
homed, ate a little porridge den went to bed SOON.

Ok...nvm. Shall stop all these rubbish.
Hahas saw this 'questionnaire' somewhere. So I decided to do it too.
its long! so it shall help me kill time =D
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1) How old you wish you were ? - i want to ba 16! reminising the sweet 16 b'dae. can some1 help me to make this year sweet too??
2) Where were you when 911 happened ? - how i noe ehh. think at homa bahh
3) What will you do when vending machine steals your money ? - why like that? ... -.-
4) Do you count yourself kind ? - heh, YES! VERY! LOL!
5) If you have a tattoo, where would it be ? - oh please, anyone care to spare me the courage?
6) If you can be fluent in other languages, what would it be ? - ENGLISH. T.T
7) Do you know your neighbour ? - YES. my whole family does. -.-"
8) What you would consider for a vacation ? - just a place to RELAX .
9) Do you follow your horoscope ? - heh, i do read on them and things can turn out quite true. :)
1o) Would you be movie or the person you loved ? - ok, what is this? LOL.
11) Do you get touched easily ? - LOL. emotionally YES..physically??..hard .
12) Dream job ? - a teacher! KIDS impress me with their joy for anything and everything =D
13) Favorite channel ? - i dun like to watch tv.
14) Shower or bath ? - heh, dependss~
15) Do you paint your nails ? - NO!
16) Do you trust people easily ? - maybe.
17) What are your phobias ? - HMMM. i. suddenly. forget them all. heh.
18) Do you want kids ? - Yes please. :D
19) Do you keep a handwritten journal ? - nope
20) Where would you rather be right now ? - hmms. i'm doing fine at home. hehes. im lazy.
21) Who makes you warm and fuzzy ? - blanket and hugs are good enough! :D
22) Heavy or light sleeper ? depends. now mostly light. T.T
23) Are you paranoid ? - maybe i am?
24) Are you impatient ? - depends too. mostly not lahhx.
25) Who are you related to ? - God (i am His child!), prissy (mummiie), suan(laopo)...can't think liao =D
26) What is your ringtone on your handphone ? - jibbs - chain hang low
27) What are you doing last midnight ? - preparing food for someone *grins*
28) Whose bed did you sleep on last night ? - mine of cos... =p
29) What colour shirt you wearing ? - white~
3o) Name 3 things you have all times. - clothes.brain..no more le ehh? hahs
31) What colour is your bedsheet ? pink+white ~ LOL..its my fav one!
32) How much cash you have right now ? hahas, i dunno.
33) What's your favourite part of chicken ? drumstick, wing.
34) Where's your favourite town/city ? - u know what, SINGAPORE is great. :D
35) I can't wait till.. - hmmm, i'm living my day to the fullest le ehh.
36) What you had for dinner last night ? stupid Q.. i had rice, sardine, omelete, soup.
37) Do you have your own gun ? - no. not even a fake one. :(
38) What do you prefer to drink in the morning ? - anything but definitely not milo..i'll shit! LOL.
39) Where do you think you are in 1o years time ? - i'll be 28 by then. hmms. still in singapore. :D
4o) Last thing you ate ? - porridge.
41) What song you listen in the shower ? none.
42) Last thing that makes you laugh ? - urms. HAH. i dunno.
43) Worst injury you have ? - ehh.. the bike fall at pulau ubin -.-
44) What your favourite candy ? - hmms. no preference. just not mentoes mint :)
45) What song do you want to be played in your funeral ? Now that you're near - Hillsong.
46) 1o random people to do this survey ?
ANY! LOL. :D
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ok like finally. wah eyes pain.
still early lehh...how? do one more =p

State 10 Things You Like To Do
(1) LAUGH
(2) sing
(3) praise
(4) run
(5) swim
(6) eat
(7) speak in toungues..PRAY
(8) listen & think
(9) form puzzle..PATIENCE
(10) learn new things

State 10 Things You Believe In (people or religion)
(1) God.
(2) meiyang.
(3) cheryl
(4) tina
(5) priscilla
(6) suanling
(7) END
(8) END
(9) END
(10) END

State 10 Besties(or on good terms with)
(1) priscilla
(2) suanling
(3) tina
(4) jeryee
(5) huijing
(6) xueting
(7) colene
(8) jonathan
(9) clarissa
(10) soo many ehh...everyone la (228 + 368 + 5n1 peeps + church)

State 10 Things You Do Everyday
(1) read
(2) pray
(3) bathe
(4) sms
(5) eat
(6) sleep
(7) talk
(8) sing
(9) laugh (i can't make myself to stop)
(10) BRUSH TEETH! :D

State 10 people to do this
ANY! LOL. :D
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sure its been long to blogg here le ehh...
hahs, look back arh..

thursday, went sentosa with clar bear; jojo; gwengwen; jeryee; prissy and myself ! fun fun fun..we all became cooked lobster at noon and headed for cgm le.

friday met up same peeps + jonathan to CCK stadium and RUN RUN RUN !!! damn tired...had sprints and den jogged. its been longg since i step into CCK stadium. so i began to have the running spirit back with me. i was frightened by both clar and pris on track. LOL. shall not go into details =D stayed over at their place and den had midnight ghost story haunting...lol
pris never stop screaming..gwen never stop grabbing and jeryee never stop covering herself under the blanket. Soooo funny..

sat svc was CHERYL BOK'S birthday !!!! gave her surprise after surprise.. i was running on my heels from hall 1 to hall 6!!! challenging eh...lucky the heels never surrender. =p ...
HUMANITY --> let us be of control of our soul ! spirit, soul and body. oh Lord, awaken my soul! hahs..jus so taken away!! met tina after svc and went WCP tgt... cabbed down and changed... BBQ with choir team only in wee hours and it was pouring the whole night! sadd lohhx...didn't really enjoy and was drenched from head to toe. the night breeze just made us shiver and i went seeking refuge behind jyhchau and weixin's back. LOL ~cold cold cold~

reached home at 8 plus and had a hot bath before turning in to bed in the MORNING.. hahs..slept for 11++ hours and woke up for dinner. went back to bed at 12+ , woke up next morning at 8+.. got ready for school at 9 ! i just can't slp for another hour longer so swept the floor, tidied my room, did some reading and finally the clock striked 10 for me to step out =D was the first to reach school for project work. sian...got to wait =p but its ok..patience will build up my inner man =) after the discussion, it was only 1.30...decided to go meet clar and aunt may at bpp..walked around and aunt may happily bought 3 tops from giodano. intended to go swimming after returning home but clar too lazy le. so ended up slacking at home....

finally i caught up with life today ... =D something that is within my prescence that i can't explain. just can't leave Him the whole day. been thinking bout Him, talking to Him and knowing Him more.. just so happy to know that He has chosen me..i can't stop falling in love with You =)) went for a swim this morning and it was just breathtaking! i swam and swam. forgotten how long was i in the pool le. =x came back and had lunch. now soooo full... hehs, am going to jio ppl out tml to shopping le. saw smth in seventeen and i planned to buy it tml. but must go see if its really nice and suitable for me too mahx =p hmmm, think whole day will be home resting bahhx... see yaa...

" Should we accept only good things from the hand of God and never anything bad?"
Job 2:10b
- do not talk like a foolish woman. Praise God for challenges as it will only lift u up and never meant to be a stumbling block.

oOo...prayer meeting has once again built a stronger wall for me in ur presence. remembrance of the reliance on not my own strength but Yours alone..i'm made paralysed with You by my side. =D read the starting of Books of Esther . hmmm, everything has a reason for the season. and it is not till the time it is appointed to, it will not happen. fasting to sanctify myself before God..be prepared..one soul at a time !

was at the zoo this afternoon with peeps =D suppose to meet them 1300 at JE but i was onli out of bed at 1215 ! sure late one lohhx. had a small bowl of cambelle soup and machicken burger for lunch..had memorable experience at the baboon sector where all of us watched 'porn' !!! we saw the process of intercourse with our naked eye! it is just so hot from oven la..we all jus couldn't stop laughing. i noe it is sinful to stare at the apes but it is just so funny.. i really wonder how they commnicate lohhx. shall post the pics some other time.. very sensored ones =p it is still vividly happening in my mind ! very sick hor =p.... hahs, all of us are not pure in mind le... all saw porn before our eyes...no need video liao =D

walked further down, saw goats and sheeps.. imitate thier sounds and so funny!!! one of them went off tune which made us all LOL... the sheep so poor thing, dunno wat we laughing at =p stayed there for quite some time di-siaoing the sheeps and saw guinea pigs !! they so sensitive to touches... when jh and serene's hand gets near, they leap off almost immediately ! spotted a unique insect!!! real special species... we thought that it might hurt the guineas' , so suan used her leg to give a light stroke on its leg and the insect immediately turned vicious! oh...so scary!!! it stretched out its horns!!! SCARY !

went to cck de 'wan chai' to have dinner... ordered pork chop baked rice and i'm not full! the rice is so so little...i'm like starving for hours and the meal is not satisfying. hmmm...we then bought bubble tea and home we go =)) reached home had fish porridge...yummy yummy =D dad's cooking had not deprove..good sign =p now just read finish Qi's blog and got a little flared up.. hmm, how should i put it ?? is this the way he wanna hold on to someone he loves deadly ?? it just doesn't reflect his love and trust... trust=rust?? has the trust turned rusty ?? doesn't qi got the right to be out with whoever she wants ?? to the he who may not noe how much hurt he had accumulated in the heart of another love one...hmmm

love the unlovable..just remembered tt i emptied my wallet the other day to give the old uncle... now am penniless and gotta withdraw money again =( hahs, building a strong prayer wall each day ... speak to Him who never fail to answer =D hope to clinche a deal with mr ng to tutor his daughter this coming july wor...another source of income ! mwahaha .... "am thinking of giving up tutoring jamie- the naughty gal ... tired to teach her le la.." how how ??

my Lord, may the fruits of the spirit be full-grown in my life so that i can be of a living testimony for You. let me be a salt that does not loose flavour, let me be a light that is not hidden...let me be the one that shines! being sanctified in the Lords' prensence, set me apart from the world and the holies. weird and me will not mix =D standing in the gap is wat i yearn for oh Lord. brinigng my gifts under the power and authority of Your hands...i surrender. mould me, use me, change me. prepare me for the time to come. there is never a shortcut to reach the calling You've placed in me. let me be like shamgar who is persistent, audacious, willing. let me be like esther, who is always calm at heart to meet obstacles and be bold in christ. AMEN

SATURDAY

WOKE UP SUPER DUPER LATE FOR EXAM!!!
i was onli woken up by serene at 8am..and my test is 8.30!
wat the shit am i doing..
last paper le so thought quite lag...suay lohhx
realised so many mistakes after submitting it to the class rep.
haiis..there goes my AD lohhx...
just managed to brush my teeth and chiong-ed out le.. ran to the main road but sad lohhx..so many cars !
hmmm, think i'm forever kena cheated by cab drivers de lohhx.
it cost me $1o to just reach clementi...can u believe??!!
(just add another 5 bucks can reach town le lohhx.)

had planned to do some things on cab de. like having my breakfast on the car..
read up the last few pages of my notes..put some make-up..hahas..
tt's wat i miss out most of the time when rushing.
took the expressway route and thought tt i will reach school speedily
BUT tt stupid cab driver went out from the wrong exit which ended up driving pass my school and gotta U-turn! damn!
den the cab shifted from outer lane to inner lane den i look at my watch! gosh!!! 0835 !!
still wanna drag time to turn in at the front! damn!!
so told the uncle i want alight le. think he noe i quite piss off la...
he still take his time to turn out to the outer lane! SHIT ! no time no time !!
haiis..can't imagine how unlucky am i to always take a greedy cab driver..
want earn my money onli..and there goes my allowance for the day.
so kelian of me to still needa climb overhead bridge,
run pass canteen 2 before reaching block 72 lohhx.. :[
reached exam hall was like oh shit!! 0845!!
chiong the paper lohhx...
den missed out alot alot of key words and i calculated all accruals and prepaid wrongly! haiis...even the interest earned oso wrong..was damn sad la.
benjamin still added oil by saying my loan oso wrong...shd be drawings!
so so so ... i had more than 5 points gone...can see tt my AD oso gone le lohhx.

went home to bath and take ez-link ... out again =D meeting TINA for shopping! =))
headed to orchard first, den meet BOK at taka de Zara.
soon the three of us ended up having a big walk under the big hot sun to dhobby ghuat.
stopped at LJS to have a munch and continued our ' journey to the west' ...
saw darling(jacqeline), evelyn, yvonne, stephanie, eunice and ryan outside LJS den chat awhile lohhx ...tina den just brought us walking and walking without a direction to tt place.
so if i were to go there again, i probably can't =p i'm just totally road nuts..
and the beancurd was nice!! its cheap too!! =D
sat there for very very very long...
firstly, tina said she was very full...den awhile later, cheryl say she tummy ache...so we waited and waited for each other.

from there, we had another walking journey to suntec. so funny!! i was so lost la....
i couldn't tell which way are we heading...so tina and cheryl slowly analyse at the traffic light!
it was so so hot! so i kept quiet all along to loose temperature. lol..
we misled a lady to cross the road when it was red-man... so so funny!
tina and i can't stop laughing! =D saw suntec building and finally we got air-con !!!
is shuang de lohhx... so was there shopping till this point of time??
ahs..probably window shopping ba.
went into billy bombers to have a drink.
the waitress was quite shock to have our order la...
but too bad, we just want to have a drink =p
crapped there for like near an hour and soon,
hx..clar..joey..jeryee and pris came over to meet us.
continued our jokes and laughing non-stop! LOL...
was challenged to tie a knot on the cherry 'branch' using my toungue.
obviously i look damn unglance to have my mouth twitching and turning...
but still managed to have a knot =D you guys can try it for cgm game=))

went to pastamania for cg dinner gathering...let the pics do the talking =D
update other time ... =p

HOME HOME HOME..
two more papers and i'm in another time zone lo!!!!
so happy!!! holidays !!!
went for a run with clar, lazy joey n pris went for a stroll..
ran from their place to cck stadium..
it really brought back the memory when i missed a second to enter nationals final..
SAD..
den ran 2 rounds stadium and clar onli did 200m i guess..
she's just so so tired..hahas
went back and eat bread again =p
think all addicted to pandan bread le ba..

soon laogong came down to yewtee to fetch me home.
finally i get to bath... ( noe y i make this statement? )
i didn't bath for more than 24 hours le!!! didn't dare to bold it out =p

met up peeps at JP and had crystal jade for dinner..
whoo~ not very expensive oso la
hahas..had many craps in the 'restaurant'
yewloon had a kid's meal cos his portion is real small..
like meant for dwarfts appetite lohhx..
and talked bout shitty things...
as usual, we can't stop laughing whenever we meet.
we again sponsor the restaurant for free choir svc =D


JC and i ordered chinese tea...abit budget arhh..
but it was real worthwhile lohhx..can REFILL !
both of us so typical la.. =p
the rest majority bought barley drink which tasted awful.
had a bowl of 5 spice ramen...can say its filling and nice?? :))
just didn't regret the meal lohhx. it cost me just $11.30
lucky i came home to ask money from dad..
if not i really gonna spend all my savings in one weekend le.

now back home thinking of exam and i'm studying again..
hahs...open book. so how well will i score?
i noe my MIEC camn't make it le. so hope this time it does save my GPA hor.
tired... time to study... BYE =D

BELIEVE
whoo ~ sounding of trumpet =D
we shall take it and follow...
Rejoice in the Lord always....Rejoice !

whoo~ woke up late this morning...
thanks to laogong lohhx...
wanted to give in to me by allowing me to slp extra 10 min..
in the end, went into dreamland and i rushed to school like crazy lahh.
when rushing after the train, i almost fall la...
lucky i wearing jeans so i got no scratches on my leg =D

after CIP common test suppose to go ministry de..
but last minute boo-boo, tuition changed to 10 am..
i'm having my test and heavenly shit ! didn't get to meet my childrens =(
went JP with pris to have mac breakfast =]
made a creative design on my chicken..

pris came over to my place and 'took a nap'
oh man, a nap soon ended up into sleeping!!
it was so so hard to wake her up lohhx...
in the end, we're so late for svc..
thanks to pris arhh =p

svc was jamming!! i am floating floating floating!!!
was just so honoured to b in city harvest lahhx..
LOVE EVERYONE !!
LOVE the UNLOVABLE !!
LOVE the WORLD !!

everyone was just into a loving heart..loving mind..loving soul
(give your neighbours a HUG =D )

down on my knees i pray Lord that u will touch the willing heart.


won't you Lord, take a look at our hands
everything we have, use it for your plan
won't you Lord, take a look at our hearts
mould it, refine it, as you set us apart

we want to run to the alter
and catch the fire
to stand in the gap, between the living and the dead
give us a heart of compassion
for a world without vision
we will make a difference,
bringing hope to our land

we will answer the call...
to build this church without walls
let your glory be shown
bring salvation to the lost

(every little weaken branch YOU will not break,
but YOU will give living water so that it will continue to bear fruits)

am so shag now la..hungry and tired!!
just had a chicken bao from 3 plus till now and its already 1am...
i feel so ke lian lohx...gastric is killing me le!!
haiis...now watching horror movie - slither
dunno i scream how many times liao.
LOL.. er...SO PAIN SO PAIN
kkx, now faster msg jeryee, jon and suan say not going for morn svc le
i sure can't wake up de lohx..
and i'm now in dead shit! i have yet to finish not even week ones lecture.
OMG ! can't study anymore!! haiis, turn in first den see how arhh =D

DAY 2

went to school today with my eyes so sore..
damn tired la...i want to sleep !!!
kkx, den bout the BComm test..
damn worried that i'll fail ! so shitty la, like i write wrongly le
heck la =p den after the paper met laogong for medical checkup at NUH.
sure i'm tired and so laogong wanted me to leave and go home soon.
too bad, i just want to stay by ur side =p
straight after, we headed home and i SLEPT SOUNDLY =D
i just fell into dreamland for hours lohhx!!!
laogong keep waking me up hours after hours and 3 hours just passed like tt.

i was just too shag to attend svc and i missed the wonderful session! urghh..
pris said got children perform!!! er..and i missed it!!! wat the.. =(
hmm, and i just got to stay home and burn mid-night oil lohhx...
stood infront of the com from 7pm (the time i woke up) till 2 am (when i gg to bed)
stupid CIP... just got so so fed-up while studying..hmmm

to be the salt and light of the world!!

JAMES 5:20...he who turns a sinner from the error of his way
will save a soul from death and cover a great multitude of sin.

victoria, cho meiling
ngee ann polytechnic [ACC]
insane
loves children!
together with Christ since 2002
loving God wholeheartedly
loving people fervently
BATTLE LEARNT and NEVER REPEAT
when you RECEIVE, GIVE.
when you LEARN, TEACH



I want a boy who will hold my hand in line at the mall & make all the other girls jealous.
I want somone who would grab me by my waist at random times.
Someone who is more goofy than romantic.
A boy who would throw stuffed animals at me when i'm acting dumb.
i'm not the one you would want to mess around with - you might end up crying.
and not a "flowers girl" if you know...
He would silence me with his lips on mine when i'm throwing tantrums.
A guy who would make fun of me just to hear my laugh.
He'd play with my hair all the time & suprise me with little things.
Somone who i could share my lollipops with & lay on a blanket with to count the stars.
more of a mummy boy than bad boy! would like him to be close to his mum then those who thinks are too-cool-for-school.
i got to 'get' him and he got to 'get' me.
But mostly, someonewho will be my best friend & would never break my heart.
He'd just always make me SMILE.
A boy, like no other & he's special.

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