oOo...prayer meeting has once again built a stronger wall for me in ur presence. remembrance of the reliance on not my own strength but Yours alone..i'm made paralysed with You by my side. =D read the starting of Books of Esther . hmmm, everything has a reason for the season. and it is not till the time it is appointed to, it will not happen. fasting to sanctify myself before God..be prepared..one soul at a time !

was at the zoo this afternoon with peeps =D suppose to meet them 1300 at JE but i was onli out of bed at 1215 ! sure late one lohhx. had a small bowl of cambelle soup and machicken burger for lunch..had memorable experience at the baboon sector where all of us watched 'porn' !!! we saw the process of intercourse with our naked eye! it is just so hot from oven la..we all jus couldn't stop laughing. i noe it is sinful to stare at the apes but it is just so funny.. i really wonder how they commnicate lohhx. shall post the pics some other time.. very sensored ones =p it is still vividly happening in my mind ! very sick hor =p.... hahs, all of us are not pure in mind le... all saw porn before our eyes...no need video liao =D

walked further down, saw goats and sheeps.. imitate thier sounds and so funny!!! one of them went off tune which made us all LOL... the sheep so poor thing, dunno wat we laughing at =p stayed there for quite some time di-siaoing the sheeps and saw guinea pigs !! they so sensitive to touches... when jh and serene's hand gets near, they leap off almost immediately ! spotted a unique insect!!! real special species... we thought that it might hurt the guineas' , so suan used her leg to give a light stroke on its leg and the insect immediately turned vicious! oh...so scary!!! it stretched out its horns!!! SCARY !

went to cck de 'wan chai' to have dinner... ordered pork chop baked rice and i'm not full! the rice is so so little...i'm like starving for hours and the meal is not satisfying. hmmm...we then bought bubble tea and home we go =)) reached home had fish porridge...yummy yummy =D dad's cooking had not deprove..good sign =p now just read finish Qi's blog and got a little flared up.. hmm, how should i put it ?? is this the way he wanna hold on to someone he loves deadly ?? it just doesn't reflect his love and trust... trust=rust?? has the trust turned rusty ?? doesn't qi got the right to be out with whoever she wants ?? to the he who may not noe how much hurt he had accumulated in the heart of another love one...hmmm

love the unlovable..just remembered tt i emptied my wallet the other day to give the old uncle... now am penniless and gotta withdraw money again =( hahs, building a strong prayer wall each day ... speak to Him who never fail to answer =D hope to clinche a deal with mr ng to tutor his daughter this coming july wor...another source of income ! mwahaha .... "am thinking of giving up tutoring jamie- the naughty gal ... tired to teach her le la.." how how ??

my Lord, may the fruits of the spirit be full-grown in my life so that i can be of a living testimony for You. let me be a salt that does not loose flavour, let me be a light that is not hidden...let me be the one that shines! being sanctified in the Lords' prensence, set me apart from the world and the holies. weird and me will not mix =D standing in the gap is wat i yearn for oh Lord. brinigng my gifts under the power and authority of Your hands...i surrender. mould me, use me, change me. prepare me for the time to come. there is never a shortcut to reach the calling You've placed in me. let me be like shamgar who is persistent, audacious, willing. let me be like esther, who is always calm at heart to meet obstacles and be bold in christ. AMEN

JAMES 5:20...he who turns a sinner from the error of his way
will save a soul from death and cover a great multitude of sin.

victoria, cho meiling
ngee ann polytechnic [ACC]
insane
loves children!
together with Christ since 2002
loving God wholeheartedly
loving people fervently
BATTLE LEARNT and NEVER REPEAT
when you RECEIVE, GIVE.
when you LEARN, TEACH



I want a boy who will hold my hand in line at the mall & make all the other girls jealous.
I want somone who would grab me by my waist at random times.
Someone who is more goofy than romantic.
A boy who would throw stuffed animals at me when i'm acting dumb.
i'm not the one you would want to mess around with - you might end up crying.
and not a "flowers girl" if you know...
He would silence me with his lips on mine when i'm throwing tantrums.
A guy who would make fun of me just to hear my laugh.
He'd play with my hair all the time & suprise me with little things.
Somone who i could share my lollipops with & lay on a blanket with to count the stars.
more of a mummy boy than bad boy! would like him to be close to his mum then those who thinks are too-cool-for-school.
i got to 'get' him and he got to 'get' me.
But mostly, someonewho will be my best friend & would never break my heart.
He'd just always make me SMILE.
A boy, like no other & he's special.

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