ok...peeps, try this PSLE maths questions. if u can't solve them..thank God that you have already completed yours. LOL =D

Lina has 20% as many stickers as kenny. kenny has 125% as many stickers as Rita. if kenny givens 9 stickers to Rita, kenny and Rita will have an equal number of stickers. find the average number of stickers they have in all. (my ans: 7 stickers)

At a fair, the ratio of males to females is 3:2 . there were twice as many men as boys and 2/3 of the females were girls. Given that there were 90 more girls than boys, find the total number of ppl at the fair. (my ans: 2250)

in a class, 16 of the pupils were boys. then 3/4 of the girls left the classroom. if 1/6 of the original number of of pupils are now girls, find the number of pupils in the class at first. (my ans: ???)
*as for this qns, i tried so many times but the number is not in whole..so i gave up and post it here. -.- *

i just can't stop crying for the night! why is it this case?! knowing more is just adding on to my burden to solve it. how can i not be affected?! haiis...tina gave me this comment in friendster which made me so touched to tears! i simply love her. it goes like this --
"Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past" isa43:18
some things that are done, treat it as a case study; a stepping stone to make us grow.
i will alwaes be here for u.. stand strong & let it GO!!
whahahhahahahahahaha =)

is being truthful and conscience clear a nerve to ur life?? yes..i was honest with every little area of my life now knowing that i want to walk out of it and breakthrough. having enough of all the drama shows the both of u have for each other. all the misses and loves are overly expressed which makes me nowhere to stand and nothing to do. i am speechless, clueless. i just need help from God. if u dun do it, others will do it for u. just position urself right for God's power to come upon u again. i wanted soo much to leave everything behind but knowing that an innocent life is entering this sinful gate..i can't make myself to be excused and ignore. i just can't do it. i feel like i'm living a life liken to a bouncing ball. the harder u hit, the higher it'll bounce but once smth heats it a little harder, it gives in and deviates. i am bouncing so hard to get out of this well but it seems that i am thrown back once again. knowing what is wrong and still doing it is a double portion of sin and not being naive or innocent.. don't be ignorant!! i wish i could guard my life for God..the physical and spiritual gateways. i've been crying for months now and it seems like an onion could always make u cry but there has never been a vegetable invited in to make it laugh.

went cgm ytd and and and its ministering. and it was like 10.30pm when i finally had my turn! its so long! OMG...and so, had a quick one and rushed back home to prepare for tml's BComm presentation! i'm freaking hell scared now that i won't score well ehh...just dunno why. but all said this time i did better..so ya. thank God for giving me strength to burn midnight oil last night. =)) &&& i killed a INSECT IN MY ROOM! it was so so disgusting! a eight legged creature with fine long legs thinner than a strand of hair and a long body just about the same length as a third of your index finger. now, can uu all now imagine what i saw last night?! yeeeyerrr. *goosebumps popping up le! LOL and i KILLED IT. the brave meiling was on act last night when everyone was soundly asleep at home. meiling had saved the night! mwahaha...if not, my usual self would normally lead me to dad and wake him up for rescue! lol....

did the BComm thingy till dawn when the night is turning bright and i could hear birds chirping alr and i've yet to be on my bed!! incredible me to be able to stay up for the night with my mind so clear to think bout my speech! LOL it was 5am when i finally kissed my pillow before resting and its 7.45 when alarm rang, 8.05 when mum's shout penetrated thru the door and into my ear...dun need go school arhh?! and again 8.20 when i finally gathered all my energy to drag my head off the soft cloud and wash up. SO TIRED! had only a cup of milo for school and dashed out of the door. my presentation supposedly shd take me ard 6min when i rehearsed last night with clar but with God's wisdom and guidance, i finshed my presentation in 4min 30sec!! i made it within 5min! and everything went so so so smoothly! PRAISE THE LORD! hahahahs...but i was the forst to present. so wonder if i made a good start when ppl tends to be attentive in the beginning?? hmmm, den went to SIM for lunch with jingxuan and yahui while and JESY and co. went to clementi for KFC. came back for an hour lecture and i DOZED OFF infront of the lecturer! ohh...grave mistake. so rude of me la! hahas...but still i put in effort to keep myself awake for a few more minutes lohhx. den hurried home to rest le.

was on 154 and saw hoho...chatted with him awhile and i dozed off agn. so funny...he counted the number of stops he need to alight and den b4 he left, he still double confirm, "is it this one that i got to alight ??" he so gong lohhx. was back home and did the laundry. took alot of pics today but shall post it up when i receive them other day. hmmm....kkx, time for revision. bbies =D

hihi...just went for a swim and now back at home after CATS class... =D i swam 10 laps for the day! yea!! *clar, i this time really swim laps le! LOL..believe me arhh..cos today school's pool nobody..so can swim slowly and freely. hahas....swam for about an hour half and went to wash up before meeting gary for lunch..but he came into the pool and soo..he saw me in my swimsuit...urggh -.-" another thing to -.-" is --- a guy wants my number in the pool! OMG..i freak out la. i was like HUH?!

him: can i have your number?
me: HUH?!
him: can i?
me: exchange msn instead ok??
him: *immediately passed his phone to me*
me: *panic* instantly forgot how to use samsung phone...
me: can i tell you den u type urself?
him: ok =))

i msging pris at that time too...
me: EHH...got guy ask for my number! HOW?!
pris: den you give him? good lohhx..like that can dun need me liao.
me: HUH..no lohhx i never give. this time abit clever liao. i exchange msn. =p
pris: good good.my clever gal. ^.^
me: -.-"

WTH (wat the heaven) LA... LOL.. ohh, dun ask me how he looks like cos i alr forgotten liao =p
so gary waited outside the toilet for me and den head to canteen 2 to eat western. didn't finish the food cos not nice de..the chicken cutlet is in chips! not those one piece de la..aiya...just not nice de. den went to pass my photo to yongqing for the interview thingy...

now at home going to sweep and mop the floor lohhx. me be aunty today =D later going to tutor jesse ....tired ehh, and i want to start my revision! how how how?? asking laogong out to pei me le. hahas...soon it'll be the end of time if i dun start now ehh.. meiling! JIAYOU! everyone in TA03/04 must all jiayou together arhh!

FINALLY i got the connection at home to use the net man... after 3 days of leaving this lappy there rotting, it finally works with the net. hmmm, just thinking if she was my friend till now. hahas, just thinking redundantly bahhx....who noes who am i to her?? pls tell me!! times i tried to tie back this friendship knot but ... hmm... is it not meant to be ??

ohh, dunno where to start blogging and so.. i shall talk bout ytd onli =))
went to school as usual and its all tutorials for the day... kinda bored! and darling did smth so foolish and cute la.. u noe what she did?! she was actually dozing off in class when her head went spinning out of control and in order to keep herself awake for the last tutorial - BStats, she tried biting her toungue! and still cannot make it, she took a pencil and poke her little finger till it went red! darling so so so cute! LOL... oOops..we were deducted by our participation marks because we were late for her lesson. hmm, yvonne sure not happy la. i still ok la. just suan liao lohhx. " ren qi wo, wo bu qi. wo qi jiu zong ji " hahas...

den 5.15pm went on excursion round the school finding block 15 with elda, zhengxing and yahui.. and we went walking round the whole balcony of the level and i went super high.. dunno how explain la..but ya..went walking..and finally found the entrance. =D went to look for mrs leong for interview to myanmar.. and i guess it went smoothly...hoping for another interview yea.. oOo..and i'll be away for 2 weeks if i'm selected!! and it so falls on my bd week...so suay la. hahas, but i still sign up ley =p

terrible me who had only a slice of plain bread, one pathetic hotdog and a few cheries..tt's all for my dinner!!! and in the day i onli had a few pieces of fried fish..so i'm supper hungry now after a night! urghh..suan le lohhx =p

ohh..so excited to go with elda for a SWIM this wed...ehh, which is tml liao lohhx HAHAX.. pls dun tell me i'm not fat because i guai guai listen and convincing myself that i'm not fat and kept eating and eating everyday and not excersing!! i've got a free tyre here with me now, anyone wants?! LOL ... i am going to slim down before my bd yea!!! jiayou!!! i want a 5kg decrease!! HELP... hahahahahahaha

Am i a P.I.G ??? smell like one, look like one, behave like one but i'm not the one! LOL

Having dealt with the “old man” for many years I think the term P.I.G. is very apt, because it so defines a creature that is totally self-centered and self-indulgent. The pig cares for no one but himself—“I want it for myself, and I want it NOW!” but always take time to look at those people ard you and think for them and not you alone. people often choose a smal but immediate reward now for themselves, at the expense of a much larger reward later. so, P.I.G in short is to avoid a small punishment now only to get a bigger punishment later.

Some incentives to maintain godliness such as physical health, professional success, or loving relationships may have giant rewards, but they do not always have a quick payoff. In contrast, the gratification produced by incentives such as drugs, alcohol, sex or food is immediate, and for that reason exert an influence on our behaviour that is completely out of proportion to reality.

I have found that at the moment of decision—to sin or not to sin—reality is bent in favor of sin. At that moment we cannot appreciate that what we are about to do is foolish, wrong or unhealthy—a perspective that would be obvious to an outsider. The closer we get to temptation the more blind we become until a total eclipse of reason and righteousness transpires. We actually believe that we are perceiving reality objectively but alas we are not, we are in the arms of sin. The problem is, once sin is sitting on your lap, it is hard to say no.

We fail because we allow ourselves to get too close to temptation, thinking we can handle it, but we get sucked in as if we had just orbited too close to a black hole. Perpetrating the sin is inevitable; escape is not even a consideration! Immediacy to the “feel-good” accelerates the process.

After the fact, the guilt and all the “How could I have been so stupid?” comments, our actions seem foolish because we are further away from that particular temptation. The physical presence of crack exerts a tremendous influence on an addict’s behavior in a way he does not—and cannot—appreciate until he is removed from the temptation. The same is true for all temptation. Will power is only as powerful as the distance between you and sin in either a physical or a spiritual sense.

this post sure take me very very long to put words through my mind.. so ALL ... pls read it for more than once so that you will also be blessed with my thoughts for the week =))

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wwhahahaha..... lay your hand on him; Remember the battle - never do it again! Job 41:8




=> am so blessed to have you by my side...really thank you! words just can't explain the thoughts in my mind now but sure you'll uds. the angels in heaven knows i love you. LAOGONG !!! mwarkhs. Daisies are yellow & tulips are orange. yadda yadda. the significance of our love is a red tip on a yellow rose. =D


really want to thank you for staying by me always. even if its not physically, spiritually i noe that you are there. =))

smile through your problems and you will gain much more than expected. i am called to be CONQUERER Knowing that You are always with me!!! ~YEA~

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Trains of thoughts just went rushing into my mind...

Finally I completed my BSTATS test today and its like OH MAN...it’s just 4 qns and i turned my notes last night to rotten pieces. just hoping that i would get good grades this time round huh... =D

Trained to city hall raffles city to meet up my ministry peeps for dinner at sushi tei. (Are they peeps to me??) hahas...because pris and I were the only teens among the majority BBG peeps. Kinda awkward but anyway, really enjoyed myself. Apart from all the delicacies, which was obviously a sumptuous dinner i had with them, we had also a time of sharing bout the vision of the ministry. Scholastic, Mature, Articulate, Responsible, Thinking = SMART tuition programme. We believe that all our kids will turn out to be pillars of the society when they learn and grow together with this big family.

Friends, i would like to throw u a question. Wat is success to you?? Is it just measured by dollars and cents or something more?? The saying goes - a man without vision is without a future. Is your vision added with time frame, purpose, and cost?? Have you specifically identified it and what expectations you would give yourself to attain it?? And if you were to count your number of days left on earth, oh man, do something to your life now. By graduating with a recognised cert, it determines your starting pay, your starting position, your cutting edge above all. The passport to promotion is in EXCELLENCE and PROBLEM-SOLVING. I would never want to pass my life without fulfilment. Never. Before you would come out with a problem, always back it up with a solution in mind.

A scenario of a kid from a single-parent family background has a heart for the family to prosper and be happy. What is the little part that we could do?? Ruth saw this average young boy last Saturday with a heavily sat eye bag... it is so hard to find one young boy with both dark eye rings sitting so heavily that no adults could. Keeping it in mind, he still has 2 other younger siblings waiting to be fed by their mum. He was actually waiting for his mum to return home before he could turn in to bed. He stood up the whole night waiting at the void deck and the mother only got home just in time to send her kids for tuition in church b4 returning home to rest. Look into the heart of this young boy, and if we could ease the financial burden of the family by just a 300$ monthly allowance, we could follow this boy up and in turn bless the family and community back with this little blessing we have for him in the long run. Never belittle your little.

I guess, my given talent is the heart for kids. It is just so amazing that i have no problems with kids. I just love them for who they are. Innocent, naive, pure, thoughtful, obedient, noisy, active, quiet- just so you can name. I am enjoying myself in this ministry and learnt alot! One of which is to be liberal with praises. Kids do get attention when you praise them. Just a “good job” from you, it will lift the kids confidence and self esteem higher. So why not?? I also learnt to be patient! Whooo~ i used to throw temper whenever i dun get what i want and looking at it, if someone were to do the same, it could be nerve racking to save the situation. Hahas... always use the Chinese word- ren. Triggering the creative side of mine, i enjoy playing with kids and showing them pictures, books, and samples. You can just play a game with your own rules n logic, the kids just gets HIGH with you. Hahahaha...It is so fun to be with kids!

A fire shall always be burning at the altar; it shall never go out. (Lev 6:13)

thoughts: are you in a minstry for the sake that God has called you to serve and here you are saying " just use me" or you really have a passion and heart to serve. if you are called for it, you will be given a double protion of anoiting and covering so that you will walk through and conquer..dun stagnate for too long before you start moving on.

JAMES 5:20...he who turns a sinner from the error of his way
will save a soul from death and cover a great multitude of sin.

victoria, cho meiling
ngee ann polytechnic [ACC]
insane
loves children!
together with Christ since 2002
loving God wholeheartedly
loving people fervently
BATTLE LEARNT and NEVER REPEAT
when you RECEIVE, GIVE.
when you LEARN, TEACH



I want a boy who will hold my hand in line at the mall & make all the other girls jealous.
I want somone who would grab me by my waist at random times.
Someone who is more goofy than romantic.
A boy who would throw stuffed animals at me when i'm acting dumb.
i'm not the one you would want to mess around with - you might end up crying.
and not a "flowers girl" if you know...
He would silence me with his lips on mine when i'm throwing tantrums.
A guy who would make fun of me just to hear my laugh.
He'd play with my hair all the time & suprise me with little things.
Somone who i could share my lollipops with & lay on a blanket with to count the stars.
more of a mummy boy than bad boy! would like him to be close to his mum then those who thinks are too-cool-for-school.
i got to 'get' him and he got to 'get' me.
But mostly, someonewho will be my best friend & would never break my heart.
He'd just always make me SMILE.
A boy, like no other & he's special.

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