is being truthful and conscience clear a nerve to ur life?? yes..i was honest with every little area of my life now knowing that i want to walk out of it and breakthrough. having enough of all the drama shows the both of u have for each other. all the misses and loves are overly expressed which makes me nowhere to stand and nothing to do. i am speechless, clueless. i just need help from God. if u dun do it, others will do it for u. just position urself right for God's power to come upon u again. i wanted soo much to leave everything behind but knowing that an innocent life is entering this sinful gate..i can't make myself to be excused and ignore. i just can't do it. i feel like i'm living a life liken to a bouncing ball. the harder u hit, the higher it'll bounce but once smth heats it a little harder, it gives in and deviates. i am bouncing so hard to get out of this well but it seems that i am thrown back once again. knowing what is wrong and still doing it is a double portion of sin and not being naive or innocent.. don't be ignorant!! i wish i could guard my life for God..the physical and spiritual gateways. i've been crying for months now and it seems like an onion could always make u cry but there has never been a vegetable invited in to make it laugh.

JAMES 5:20...he who turns a sinner from the error of his way
will save a soul from death and cover a great multitude of sin.

victoria, cho meiling
ngee ann polytechnic [ACC]
insane
loves children!
together with Christ since 2002
loving God wholeheartedly
loving people fervently
BATTLE LEARNT and NEVER REPEAT
when you RECEIVE, GIVE.
when you LEARN, TEACH



I want a boy who will hold my hand in line at the mall & make all the other girls jealous.
I want somone who would grab me by my waist at random times.
Someone who is more goofy than romantic.
A boy who would throw stuffed animals at me when i'm acting dumb.
i'm not the one you would want to mess around with - you might end up crying.
and not a "flowers girl" if you know...
He would silence me with his lips on mine when i'm throwing tantrums.
A guy who would make fun of me just to hear my laugh.
He'd play with my hair all the time & suprise me with little things.
Somone who i could share my lollipops with & lay on a blanket with to count the stars.
more of a mummy boy than bad boy! would like him to be close to his mum then those who thinks are too-cool-for-school.
i got to 'get' him and he got to 'get' me.
But mostly, someonewho will be my best friend & would never break my heart.
He'd just always make me SMILE.
A boy, like no other & he's special.

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