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Saturday, September 29, 2007 Y

one night, a man had a dream. he dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord. along the sand, he noticed there were two sets of footprints, one belonged to him and the other to the Lord.
when the last scene off his life flashed back before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand, and noticed that many times along his life, there was only one set of footprint. he also notice that it happened at the lowest and saddest times in life.
he went to question the lord saying, " God oh God, didn't you promise me that you will never leave me nor forsake me? didn't you say that you will always be watching me? why is it that there's only a set of footprint on the sand in my weakest times? " the Lord replied, " son, i have never left you. i was all along carrying you on my back. "


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Thursday, September 27, 2007 Y





celebrated my sweet 18th with so so so many ppl...hahas. the process was quite memorable on the actual day. had some to be sad.some to be happy.some to do self-reflection. just lots of thinking and appreciation to be done. but still, thank God for making that day so special. quite sad that i couldn't celebrate with my family on time but still, YES i got my cake. total of 4 cakes this year! sure to grow FAT..hmmmm

alright, i'm a weird breed who can't wait for school to start!! i seriously can't wait. i want to go to school! urghh.lol. and there's so many things to be done in my mind! alamak! exploding liao le la! i've got to continue working till 5oct, continue giving intensive tuition to both of my precious, re-decorate the notice board in my room to prepare for next sem.... actually after writing out horx, it doesn't seem alot ehh.lol.

okay, word search : flabbergasted-astonished; greatly stunned

can you imagine?! it appeared in p6 worksheet! omg! i studied for 11 years and still i have yet to come across this word la. really, time has changed. time seemed to crawl at snail's pace at work. i am really tired. yawned all the way from start and still gotta give tuition after work. TIRED! finally could get home to catch a nap before dinner. =D

ohh, really ought to apologise as ytd was not in the mood and made a couple of you angry with me. without ryhme or reason, i flared up while texting =.= really crude with my words but sorry. i didn't mean it. SORRY

hey librains, Appreciate the smaller things in life -- even clouds in the sky deserve your notice. i thank God for introducing so many frens into my life and fate was the access to the birth of our realtionship. but hey, i've apologised. time and time again i tried to mend the wound. yes, i might be at fault in the start but i TRIED to mend. i tried. look at it from my point of view at start. was i doing good or evil? i know i've angered someone but wait, do you enjoy what you're doing now? having two person to care.two person to worry? alright, mayb i will get a reply of..'its my prob'. so fine, i dun care wat you want. but i'm sure that every move you make right now, you may please one but not the other. you are sure to suffer because you are lost with your sense and feelings for others.and sad to say, you have lost feelings for yourself to appreciate.

i don't see the reason why you still got to pretend when its human's nature to shoo away from who they detest. oh please, so fake. no point faking a false front infront of others. i loved, but i guess you've closed the door straight into my face. we've known each other since primary days but so why? sometimes i really wonder, what's so important if we're frens? its already out of my shoes to even bother. so why? perhaps its a treasure, a diamond ring that i could not afford to loose? i want to find out the reason why are you treating me this way? cold shoulders? disrespect? transparent?

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has! been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.!

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.


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Sunday, September 23, 2007 Y


whoo..took last train back ytd.hahs...oso dunno wat's up for todays plan??? hmm, alright.just thought ytd's svc was GREAT! the worship is ^whoolala^ you know you know... when you close your eyes and visualize, you will see those things unseen. it is just an empty realm for the spirit to light up your path. its just so AMAZING! think in tt realm when you're alone, when noones' walking beside you, he's faithful and just to protect and guide. but its a matter of choice whether to stay there and look or walk together with him. its a matter of trust when you are somehow blind-folded and knowing no direction but just to be led. I LOVE YOU LORD! =D

ohh, though i don't think that my results are good but i'll keep pressing on. so long as i know wat i want, where i want to go, do the right things at the right time. EVERYTHING'S GONNA BE ALRIGHT!! He will protect the secondaries as long as His your primary.

celebrated my birthday ytd with church frens plus sec frens. first was in church when all sang b'dae song and God bless de tt one, so touched la. and den was the present. $60 topshop credit card. so blessed! which means i can buy the jeans there?! den headed to marina with cg for dinner and so happen saw my sec frens at the foodcourt! kinda 'huai yi' liao le. nvm den, had a nice dinner..cos the food is nice. i like! think next time visit the foodcourt and eat the same dish agn. hahahaha... den clar pop up frm my back holding a b'dae cake! and its my favourite FRUIT CAKE! =D so cg sang another b'dae song again. but sad to say, jeryee'cheryl'yiqin'joyce'kenny' were not there to share the cake. DEN my sec frens walked over again and sang!!! so i had a total of 3 exploded b'dae song frm my frens! OMG!!! and i teared at the last one when i have 22 ppl singing b'dae song together?? hurhur...HAPPY! and thanks clar for the mp3!!! puofei le =D [i'm sure clar dunno wat's the meaning of puofei.lol]





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Friday, September 21, 2007 Y

hallo hallo..back here agn =)) as usual, i went to work and gave tuiton...so nth much to blog too. but i have a video for all which i took at the centre today. view below. =p

hmmm, i have smth to share today!
A parrot lover bought a talking parrot for a reasonable price at a pet shop. soon, the man dicovered that the parrot just won't talk.
every morning for two weeks, he'd stand infront of the cage and try to coax the parrot to talk. "can you talk, parrot, can you talk?" but the man got no response from the parrot.
the man was loosing his patience and one day, he shouted at the bird, "can you talk, you stupid bird. can you talk?"
the parrot gott angry and retorted, "yes, i can talk. but can you fly? you stupid man? can you?"

yes, physically we can;t fly like parrots but spiritually we can soar higher than parrots to height of excellence.
rmb: " it is not just the aptitude of brains but the attitude towards our circumstances that finally determines the altitude of our achievements."

though i've been serving in children's church for a year, and now, having a 'career' with kids of young age, i still dunno how to handle certain situation. everyone is made differently by our creator and so it has to be customized to suit every individual. it is not just knowledge but the ability to turn to counter shoot the problem.

today, i went over to replace anuty betty with the P1 kids and goodness me! their academic standard is freaking %&#.. terrible! den i sat down with this boy-yeeming whom is a little slow with the mind operation.lol. den he starting dun want to sit with me la. but i shd admit..e moment i sat down on the table, i had a stern look.( in case anyone where to climb over my head.hahaha ) den i scolded him and all...those treatening don't seem to work on him after half an hour! so i went to speak to him nicely. yea baby..the lion has turned soft this time! hahas, so managed to guide him thru his 3 miserable pages of assessment. accopmplishment k!! its really a joy to teach. and when you see results from the effort you put in, its motivating! hahas.

ohh, and the joke over the table this afternoon is hilarious! i just can't stop laughing when faith (my collegue) shared how phobe and tiffany had a water fight ytd. alright, shall fill u in... ytd, after tea break, the water pipe in the boys toilet burst! and the kids went "FLOODING FLOODING!! " den phobe rushed to the toilet and kanchiongly scoop water out. alright i dunno how to start the joke here when aunty shirley said bubble fun with those springing waters and so on. and when phobe prayed for the pipes to stop bursting and asked for help, a second difference, the bangala from the construction site appeared infront of her. den we went like hahahahaha your mister prince is here to save you. riding a horse, redy for rescue! den wat erm, were you elegant when you kanchiong? den did he see ur ugly side? and aiya, hd have wore bikini. hurhurhur...

kkx, home today without dad. kinda peaceful cos noone will be watching TV. means silence! soft! hahas...actually is no diff la. my sis needs the TV on so she will think tt someone is with her in the living room. hahas


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Tuesday, September 18, 2007 Y

High cholesterol!!! High high high!!!
Can you imagine?? I had 2 half-boiled eggs for morning breakfast?! Hahas, alright, should be thankful to mum for preparing breakfast for me. Hehees... =D


Finally I can blog after so long ehh. Hmm, I’ve been working for a week at the day care centre paying at 5 per hour. Low pays but very very relax. All I need to do is to assign assessment and mark them. period. Morning would be the P2’s and afternoon would be P3’s. You can hear lots of nonsense from them and it’s FUN to ‘shoot’ them back! LOL...and lunch is provided there! Mwahhaha...they even provide tea time! =p definitely I’ll grow fatter with good food there.

Alright, suppose to work morning shift but today gotta do the self-select timetable.so change shift. Working at 12...which is 2 more hours!! I’m meeting my kids soon! And I got myself a ‘boyfriend’ there.lol. He is HANDSOME!! But sad to say...p5 nia =( ohh, I’m good at torturing the P3’s...it’s fun to see them sulk and you’d pity them, den u turn soft..hahaha dunno wat am I talking here. But still, I will turn from a kitten to a lion so they will be scared of me.

Ok...i want to change phone!! and when will i have the time lehh? i want to break off the bondage with M1!!! M1 not good not good not good!!! cheat money onli.hahas


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Thursday, September 13, 2007 Y

alright..great, i'm late for work today agn! mwahahaha...the late queen just can't kick off her habit. and start the routine shouting at the kids to do homework and assessment. den soon i realise i end up with a pile of books to mark. wat the...is really alot la. so mark all the way till lunch time [._."] served lunch and next group P3 came back from school. so served lunch agn. hmmm, and i'm getting stricter each day to deal with the group of chatterbox in my group. Zzzzz! shuo bu xiang shen qi dou bu xing. WO SHOU GOU LE!! lol..actually still can ren one la =p wat i talking sia. i oso dunno.

bus-ed down for cgm. *when will He be placed first in my heart? when will i get back my first love for you? when will i get back the reason to be here? when when when? alright, went entertainment to have dinner at pizza hut. hmmmm, the dunno wat cheesy pizza is NOT NICE. really not nice. i love cheese really alot la but just..it doesn't taste good. only the fillings are alright but the crust is terrible!! but anyhow, i still finished my food. =p

took my own sweet time home and while walking along the covered passage way, i dunno why i look up on the shelter. den i saw a lizard. goodness man!! my goosebumps went up, my shoulders went up and so did my heart and i almost vomit it out. i'm serious! actually i'm not scared de la. but dunno why i will react that way to that particular lizard up there. alright, den just tell myself: aiya, jus a lizard. scared for wat. just walk la. so..i continued my speed of a snail and walk directly under the lizard. smth to be funny..lucky i not so dumb to run through the empty passage way. i just WALK k. hahas..a little brave bah. =p den i thought of this:

sometimes you knew it yourself that there's danger up ahead. just like the lizard standing up there. you won't know if its going to drop on ur head. but still, u will be brave to walk under it. why? b'cos u sense that the lizard up there will not commit suicide by falling on you. u noe that u are bigger than that small little lizard. so you'd dare to walk pass. so is the route to life. its definitely liken to a car racing journey. at every curb you face, u noe tt there's a danger to speed and turn but still u will finish the race fast..u want to win the prize. u just have tt confidence in you to finish the race safely and strong b'cos u will be protected by ur father in heaven. He has gone ahead of you so that every path you take is ordained by Him. He will never plan anything too hard for you to overcome. you just got to believe that you can.


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Wednesday, September 12, 2007 Y

BACK HOME LE...and teaching was FUN!!!
was late for work and so bad sia...first day wrong impression. hmmmm..
den met all those old old teachers and sure there are some whom i dun noe la.
but still alright, can get along la.
and there's this aunty christine..she is DAMN CUTE!!! everything she does, she can link to food. just when we 'teachers' were preparing some materials for art and craft, we cut a small circle piece of coloured paper and den fold it to a triangle so on and so forth but den, aunty christine say..she can use it to make bao... char siew bao somemore. ~faint~ den when drink green bean soup, she say its bird nest. piangs! hahaha


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Tuesday, September 11, 2007 Y

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY...CAN U PLS LOOK AT MY SMILE NOW???
woke up knowing that i have an important role to play and tt moved me on man.
alright, wat actually happened doesn't matter.
but knowing the inner one in you makes you look bigger and stronger than your mountain.
He is ur armour, ur shield, ur crook..He shall rule your tongue and speak thru you.
i really went high high up scolding that helpless devil who tries to turn the situation bitter. i can't take it man!! go die la..stop roaming ard and disturb people. you have nth better to do issit?! urghh!!! yes to all..like wat the song sings, you've got to be strong even if it all goes wrong. Someone's watching over you. treat all your mountains as a battle from God and don't disappoint Him.

received a call from lakeside telling me to stand-in for aunty roseline as she has knee problem. i'm really thankful!! He gave me a source of income. yea baby yea~~~ and i dun have to forgo cgm; church; tuiton..NOTHING. hahahahahaha. alright...i guess i wasn't clear enough to let you ppl noe where i work ya. i went back to my day care centre as a relief teacher! the ever best job i can appreciate alright. though the pay not very attractive, but i still can impart knowledge and instill some moral values into other ppl's life. this is GREAT. greater then receiving cash k. heheee...

went over to tutor gladys and YES..another fun time with her. again, i taught her english and also how to write compo. amazingly, she remembered that i gave her spelling last week. so, she reminded me. =p to her abit 'zi tao ku zhi'...lol...

at 7plus, went to tutor jesse...cool, she finally knows the chapter on TIME. great!! able to solve problem sums...and its a FINALLY. and first time ever, she ask if she could do comprehension. OMG....i will never initiate to do compre for life man. it is just urghh!!! when we have to read so so so many lines and write long answers. urghh!!! guess dreading to do compre is for normal students but jesse is just 'abnormal'. haha...as if like i very normal like tt. pris always say i dumb..my taste very weird. but aiya, who cares.

was on the line with pris while walking home and i teach her maths and dunno wat else la. and it is great to teach!! being able to let your knowledge flow out of you and feeding others. OMG...i'm going high high high and crazy!!! i feel really GREAT GREAT GREAT !!!

hmmm, and ya, last but not least must tell you girls to be strong k. it is a path ordained by God and you will definitely walk thru this dark journey and grow stronger and stronger. tougher and unshakable. you will never be alone to fight the battle. just quiet down and listen to His voice which will lead you thru. YOU CAN DO IT BABES. JIAYOU!!! loves!!! =))


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Monday, September 10, 2007 Y

Found myself today
Oh i found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason i forgot i had
All i know is just you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But its written in the sky tonight
So i won't give up, no i won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And i will be strong even if it all goes wrong
When i'm standing in the dark i'll still believe
Someone's watching over me
Seen that ray of light
And its shining on my destiny
Shining all the time and i won't be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All i know is yesterday is gone
And right now i belong
Took this moment to my dreams

So i won't give up, no i won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And i will be strong even if it all goes wrong
When i'm standing in the dark i'll still believe
Someone's watching over me
It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So i won't give up, no i won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And i will be strong even if it all goes wrong
When i'm standing in the dark i'll still believe
That i won't give up, no i won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And i will be strong even when it all goes wrong
When i'm standing in the dark i'll still believe
That someone's watching over, someone's watching over,
Someone's watching over me, someone's watching over me


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Y

it really breaks my heart to say some things but still i've said. its time to step up and move on le. if you've made up your mind..i can do nth but to say, don't give up your love for God no matter wat. curve your lips and your tears will dry up. i'm not turning..but just far away. you don't owe any explanation to anyone but only your heart. leaving is the best option i guess.

whoahh..didn't sleep the whole night. was on the phone with someone...den chatted and chatted till morning, later meeting up to have breakfast downstairs. den think will come home sleep ba..

its not that i'm afraid but rather to believe in myself that i can do everything on my own with Him. hoping for things that are impossible is more tiring. i dun want to put out my hands in the empty sky, believeing and hoping for things. that's only staying put; not doing anything. when you run, carefree, you will forget all the pains..i am not chosing to let you go but being forced to. if not i don't noe how to continue with life.

i'm not blogging things to announce to the world that i have a problem with you. i am just writing the thoughts that's in my mind now.. thoughts of uncertainty. one year plus going to 2 yeas in one month and 8 days...our anniversary?? what will it be like?? those promises you've made for me.where are they?? have the clouds covered my sunshine?? i don't noe...


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Sunday, September 09, 2007 Y

oh shit oh shit oh shit oh shit....
alright, so long never blog le. but i will just come back occasionally as i've lost the reason to blog.

thursday...
after a wonderful cgm, went to town alone to "shop" and got a present from wallet shop for clarisa.... den meet pris to catch evan almighty. its NICE! i mean it is nicer than ratatuoiie. and in it there's this conversation when evan was talking to God and asking to bring the family closer. and so why did God assigned him to build and ARK?? when you pray for peace, you will not be given peace but an opportunity to promote peace. when you pray for kindness, God will give you an opportunity to have an act of kindness. when you pray for patience, God will give you an opportunity to be kind to others. *don't expect God to feed you when you are not working for it yourself. Joyce Meyer once said to CEASE THE MOMENT. =D

friday...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARISA!!!
make a joyful shout as this is the day that the Lord has made for YOU!!!
was home doing the chores and finally i can rest den remembered i didn't borrow any books for ministry. so went to jp for dinner and to the library. hahas..this time, clever teacher meiling got 3 books. one each week so i save the time to travel agn. =p and on my way home, met crystal on bus. so it was like when we're about to alight den i talked to her. so didn't really chat but i "hit" her. =p hahaha... went out at ard 2315pm hoping to catch the last train to pasirris but end up no feeling to take an hour journey on train so cabbed down to pris house. den left to pasirris park de fisherman village to find clar(birthday girl). she smelt like walking alcohol..met her friends and sat there chatted chatted...drink and talk... Zzzzz! felt very very tired le so cabbed back and reached home at 0530am... slept at 06oo...

saturday...
set alarm at 7 but ignored and woke up at 0945 by jesse's dad. OMG~~ postphoned tuition and skipped ministry. i feel damn damn guilty!! i admit i'm in the wrong!! OMG~~ wonder how did the class went and who's been taking over me. haix...REGRET!! alirght.. left house at 3 and meet jeryee at je platform to expo.. and i am really really very tired!!! when reach tanah, jeryee and i still have the mind to go back jurong. serious!! i am really SHAGGED.. den pris also wanted to go back. but clar and jojo never say anything. so suan liao. *when the body is unwilling, the soul is hungry. =D
service was funny!! #embrace your circumstances and you will find joy in its purpose. looking at what you lack does not lift you up but loking at what you actually have and maximise them is wat you can do to be happy. this guest who has no limbs (no hands no legs) can still put on a smile as he knows that God has not place him in a situation of total darkness. our God has promised us that we will be able to find Him..seek' ask' knock.. and promises of peace, comfort, rest, grace, soundmind. I LOVE HIM !!!
after svc went to changi for BK dinner then went back pris hse to get my keys.. end up went prawning with her, clar, joey and jeryee. slept at 3am....

sunday...
staying home. is sian one lohhx. but who cares la.. things are going through my mind now. why (are we still friends) tired le. physically..emotionally.. hope i'm handling things the way He wants it to be. yes, we shall stop contacting. i'm serious. i can't take it anymore. though i don really noe the truth behind but please dun bother to explain b'cos i will treat it as a defensive move from you. i just don't trust you. i dunno why. its a complicated thing..its smth more tt meets the eye. haix... am i holding too tightly to you or too loose ?? on one hand, i give in to you easily, and on the other, i dun want you to leave me. what is this man?! i can't stop this myself. i need YOU!!


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Thursday, September 06, 2007 Y

just why is it this case when i know so many things in my mind lehh. and i can share with noone?? cos i'm finding myself very childish. yes..CHILDISH.. remembered what joyce meyer said..."ignore those who are against you. there sure bound to be 10% of the people you meet in life that dislikes you. so why bother when you have the other 90% with you." really wonder why things would turn out this way. who wants to be hated? who likes the feeling of being transparent when you actually care? who enjoys the taste of being treated the innocent one when others are sowing discord into the RS between the both of you?

yes, have tried mending this friendship but it just don't go the way you want. it just doesn't. and when you are on track, another turns the steering wheel. how well we used to be..and it is used to be is all gone. lets hope that its gone for the good. it is a change of heart that changes this whole friendship. once you lock yourself up, noone can heal this wound. so i guess, you have shut yourself from me.

just where have i failed? just caring for you, my friend. sometimes, being noesy isn't good ya? but those things just ran to my attention and i happen to know. so how? shd i help you or not? hmmmm, forget it. just clear this thing and move on with life. there sure to be better treasures waiting.


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Wednesday, September 05, 2007 Y

wanted to go for a swim today but ended up rotting at home with the tv. den tution-ed with jesse and she made me a teacher's day card! OMG =D den went to edit a little of my profile...Zzzz!

was on msn with that pig aka shit...and she started all the egg bombing.

[ ahPei ` ooops ] says:
ji dan
[ ahPei ` ooops ] says:
ben dan
[ ahPei ` ooops ] says:
ya dan
[ ahPei ` ooops ] says:
niao dan
[ ahPei ` ooops ] says:
pi gu dan
[ ahPei ` ooops ] says:
kong long dan
[ ahPei ` ooops ] says:
pi dan
[ ahPei ` ooops ] says:
wang ban dan
[ ahPei ` ooops ] says:
chou dan


][ undivided heart ... ][ it just takes time.. says:
sian dan
][ undivided heart ... ][ it just takes time.. says:
bai dan
][ undivided heart ... ][ it just takes time.. says:
hei dan
][ undivided heart ... ][ it just takes time.. says:
ya dan
][ undivided heart ... ][ it just takes time.. says:
niao dan
][ undivided heart ... ][ it just takes time.. says:
yu dan


[ ahPei ` ooops ] says:
aiyah
[ ahPei ` ooops ] says:
u KON GLONGDAN


anyone knows what that?? so i was dumb to ask "she me lai de?" den she said this

[ ahPei ` ooops ] says:
dinosaur is kong long
[ ahPei ` ooops ] says:
dan is egg

[ ahPei ` ooops ] says:
lol
[ ahPei ` ooops ] says:
kong long dan uh kong long dan
[ ahPei ` ooops ] says:
now u are my kong long dan


][ undivided heart ... ][ it just takes time.. says:
CUTE
x987654321234567899876543212380987654123456789!

[ ahPei ` ooops ] says:
i dont want to be any of your dan


so we ended off this way...[._."] nth to blog so i put this stupid con. up...Zzzzz...can anyone tell me what else can i do with the lappy other than blogging and chatting?! haiis


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Monday, September 03, 2007 Y

hahas....what happen today?! i left my handphone at home and soooo...whole day out "contact-less" LOL met the 368 peeps at grand cathay for Ratatouille...to me, it wasn't funny. i almost dozed off alright..i kept yawning! LOL not sure what really happened to me...can't seem to laugh when i watch comedy movies?? i mean the simpsons i oso can't laugh...Ratatouille oso can't make me laugh...aiya..dunno la

after that...headed to NUH to visit kenny....poor thing...he vomitted 10 times liao ehh. how i wish i was the one. so i can SLIM DOWN!! waited for a longlonglong time before the bus came and fetch us there. so we had a fun-filled time with kenny. laughing non-stop and jeryee and pris laugh till their face turn RED a couple of times can. ROFLMAO. we joked around and made kenny's day i guess. =D and when we wanted to take the lift down to the main lobby after our visit...smth eerie happened!! the button to level one went faulty. pris kept pressing but the lift didn't receive the command. so i stretched out my hands to press level two instead of going down the panel to reach for the button "B". PTL man!! guess where does the button "B" would bring us to?? the mortuary!!! OMG!!! if the door really opens ..i'll freak off man! everyone will sure take a step back and SHOUT! LOL.... kkx.. so its about 8pm when we leave the hospital and headed home. went across the overhead bridge thinking that there'll be bus 95 to bring us back to buona vista stn but so so so ...there isn't when we checked the board. so i said this "ehh...dun have lehh. we climb back want? den take 97 to JE den train" jon replied" NO! lets' check the chart first." see the difference? this is how a gong person will react at such time when she sees on path while a wise man sees a clearer vision. LOL.... wahh, like preaching sia. =p kkx, so reached home and had durian for supper den bed time! =D



hey kenny, w368 misses you much! GET WELL SOON!

our prayers will follow you! =)) and leslie has a new short name "les". so eeyerr!! LOL



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Saturday, September 01, 2007 Y

alright...lets start from friday when i meet the crazy peeps to school for teacher's day celebration..and i'm speechless with the performance. not in a way that's well done but rather unexpected. when the student councellors actually did a "sex" dance on stage?? performing intimacy?? its just awful alright... and they're suppose to be "role models"?? and its ROFLMAO when the sec1 ppl had a skit on stage and i guess their narrations fell on deaf ears as noone listens!! i only caught this part..." chestnut, cashew nut and coconut!" when they modified it from the powerpuff girls?? SO DAMN CHILDISH CAN ! alright, just before we left school, we bid farewell and MS AGNES SUAN ME AGAIN ! and its always the topic....I AM SHORT! and YES, i dread to grow TALLER k...hahas. headed to JP to have lunch with ( yvonne.kailing.puisan.guopei.jianlin.benjamin.weixin.richard.choohong) and met ( tina.jing.suan.xue.col.jiahui) to citylink IT fair soon after ... saw kam with new hair!! OMG..he rebonded! and surely we laughed =D and the usual..(jyhchau.alicia.serene.liyin) all working at the fair. Zzzzz! so we went to swensen's!!! guess what we ordered?? ... summit, choc crunch, banana split and merimint. but but but...the 7 of us only paid $2.80 each for the fattening desert! incredible ehh?! really saved up alot! thanks to jing's voucher. after that, its window shopping and went back ard 9plus.... headed to JE to find someone and reached home only near 11... tiring day!!!




- when you have a pair of eyes, you count it a blessing... but when one of them sins, its better to have only one that profits the kingdom.


woke up automatically with this still soft voice that messaged "...one eye is better than two..." and its not like you have to dig out the one that causes you to sin but rather liken to shooting. you have to close one eye for accuracy and to keep your life on track, be sure of your step. everything happened for a reason. its because of a choice you chose earlier that gives you this friut of your decision now. never regret what you've done but remember the battle, never do it again! be certain when you make a decision, consider the cost... primary, secondary...is it profitable to your soul??

left house at 9 and gave jesse tuition early in the morning! thumbs up for me please... i am so responsible and hardworking! =p alright, went for ministry and its enjoyable. my all time favourite to be with those kids! =D and did that piece of art&craft...its cute (pic below)! the kids love it lohhx..mwahahaha... and didn't realise its teacher's day today...so one of the kids mum actually bought pris and i a present (pic below)! i am BLESSED! received a total of 4 presents and a treat from church...PIZZA! and surely when the ministry ends...its the start of fellowship and definitely...ruth will make me laugh non-stop lohhx. its forever that you will either hear my laughter or see me smile. *grins. took a lift from bernie to church and was super duper early! saw the sermon outline on " THE NARROW WAY! "..and i can't wait for the preaching to start!! definitely was blessed and am going to meditate on them. shall post some revelations later this week =))

after svc went to suntec and meet joel and raymond for dinner with pris.. its their treat!! LOL.... had n.y.d.c hmmm, food not bad la. i ordered a spaghetti meal- when pigs fly.. everyone..please laugh at this dish. its hilarious alright. when i saw this on the menu, i LAUGHED! kkx, den home sweet home. tml meeting pris for a swim...shall see if its possible for me (this living pig) to drag myself out of bed ehh. =D Nites everyone!!



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just me Y



JAMES 5:20...he who turns a sinner from the error of his way
will save a soul from death and cover a great multitude of sin.


victoria, cho meiling
ngee ann polytechnic [ACC]
insane
loves children!
together with Christ since 2002
loving God wholeheartedly
loving people fervently
BATTLE LEARNT and NEVER REPEAT
when you RECEIVE, GIVE.
when you LEARN, TEACH


For Him Y

I want a boy who will hold my hand in line at the mall & make all the other girls jealous.
I want somone who would grab me by my waist at random times.
Someone who is more goofy than romantic.
A boy who would throw stuffed animals at me when i'm acting dumb.
i'm not the one you would want to mess around with - you might end up crying.
and not a "flowers girl" if you know...
He would silence me with his lips on mine when i'm throwing tantrums.
A guy who would make fun of me just to hear my laugh.
He'd play with my hair all the time & suprise me with little things.
Somone who i could share my lollipops with & lay on a blanket with to count the stars.
more of a mummy boy than bad boy! would like him to be close to his mum then those who thinks are too-cool-for-school.
i got to 'get' him and he got to 'get' me.
But mostly, someonewho will be my best friend & would never break my heart.
He'd just always make me SMILE.
A boy, like no other & he's special.

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With Him forever
LOOSE WEIGHT (5kg)
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new track shoe
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