just why is it this case when i know so many things in my mind lehh. and i can share with noone?? cos i'm finding myself very childish. yes..CHILDISH.. remembered what joyce meyer said..."ignore those who are against you. there sure bound to be 10% of the people you meet in life that dislikes you. so why bother when you have the other 90% with you." really wonder why things would turn out this way. who wants to be hated? who likes the feeling of being transparent when you actually care? who enjoys the taste of being treated the innocent one when others are sowing discord into the RS between the both of you?

yes, have tried mending this friendship but it just don't go the way you want. it just doesn't. and when you are on track, another turns the steering wheel. how well we used to be..and it is used to be is all gone. lets hope that its gone for the good. it is a change of heart that changes this whole friendship. once you lock yourself up, noone can heal this wound. so i guess, you have shut yourself from me.

just where have i failed? just caring for you, my friend. sometimes, being noesy isn't good ya? but those things just ran to my attention and i happen to know. so how? shd i help you or not? hmmmm, forget it. just clear this thing and move on with life. there sure to be better treasures waiting.

JAMES 5:20...he who turns a sinner from the error of his way
will save a soul from death and cover a great multitude of sin.

victoria, cho meiling
ngee ann polytechnic [ACC]
insane
loves children!
together with Christ since 2002
loving God wholeheartedly
loving people fervently
BATTLE LEARNT and NEVER REPEAT
when you RECEIVE, GIVE.
when you LEARN, TEACH



I want a boy who will hold my hand in line at the mall & make all the other girls jealous.
I want somone who would grab me by my waist at random times.
Someone who is more goofy than romantic.
A boy who would throw stuffed animals at me when i'm acting dumb.
i'm not the one you would want to mess around with - you might end up crying.
and not a "flowers girl" if you know...
He would silence me with his lips on mine when i'm throwing tantrums.
A guy who would make fun of me just to hear my laugh.
He'd play with my hair all the time & suprise me with little things.
Somone who i could share my lollipops with & lay on a blanket with to count the stars.
more of a mummy boy than bad boy! would like him to be close to his mum then those who thinks are too-cool-for-school.
i got to 'get' him and he got to 'get' me.
But mostly, someonewho will be my best friend & would never break my heart.
He'd just always make me SMILE.
A boy, like no other & he's special.

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