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alright, so long never blog le. but i will just come back occasionally as i've lost the reason to blog.

thursday...
after a wonderful cgm, went to town alone to "shop" and got a present from wallet shop for clarisa.... den meet pris to catch evan almighty. its NICE! i mean it is nicer than ratatuoiie. and in it there's this conversation when evan was talking to God and asking to bring the family closer. and so why did God assigned him to build and ARK?? when you pray for peace, you will not be given peace but an opportunity to promote peace. when you pray for kindness, God will give you an opportunity to have an act of kindness. when you pray for patience, God will give you an opportunity to be kind to others. *don't expect God to feed you when you are not working for it yourself. Joyce Meyer once said to CEASE THE MOMENT. =D

friday...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARISA!!!
make a joyful shout as this is the day that the Lord has made for YOU!!!
was home doing the chores and finally i can rest den remembered i didn't borrow any books for ministry. so went to jp for dinner and to the library. hahas..this time, clever teacher meiling got 3 books. one each week so i save the time to travel agn. =p and on my way home, met crystal on bus. so it was like when we're about to alight den i talked to her. so didn't really chat but i "hit" her. =p hahaha... went out at ard 2315pm hoping to catch the last train to pasirris but end up no feeling to take an hour journey on train so cabbed down to pris house. den left to pasirris park de fisherman village to find clar(birthday girl). she smelt like walking alcohol..met her friends and sat there chatted chatted...drink and talk... Zzzzz! felt very very tired le so cabbed back and reached home at 0530am... slept at 06oo...

saturday...
set alarm at 7 but ignored and woke up at 0945 by jesse's dad. OMG~~ postphoned tuition and skipped ministry. i feel damn damn guilty!! i admit i'm in the wrong!! OMG~~ wonder how did the class went and who's been taking over me. haix...REGRET!! alirght.. left house at 3 and meet jeryee at je platform to expo.. and i am really really very tired!!! when reach tanah, jeryee and i still have the mind to go back jurong. serious!! i am really SHAGGED.. den pris also wanted to go back. but clar and jojo never say anything. so suan liao. *when the body is unwilling, the soul is hungry. =D
service was funny!! #embrace your circumstances and you will find joy in its purpose. looking at what you lack does not lift you up but loking at what you actually have and maximise them is wat you can do to be happy. this guest who has no limbs (no hands no legs) can still put on a smile as he knows that God has not place him in a situation of total darkness. our God has promised us that we will be able to find Him..seek' ask' knock.. and promises of peace, comfort, rest, grace, soundmind. I LOVE HIM !!!
after svc went to changi for BK dinner then went back pris hse to get my keys.. end up went prawning with her, clar, joey and jeryee. slept at 3am....

sunday...
staying home. is sian one lohhx. but who cares la.. things are going through my mind now. why (are we still friends) tired le. physically..emotionally.. hope i'm handling things the way He wants it to be. yes, we shall stop contacting. i'm serious. i can't take it anymore. though i don really noe the truth behind but please dun bother to explain b'cos i will treat it as a defensive move from you. i just don't trust you. i dunno why. its a complicated thing..its smth more tt meets the eye. haix... am i holding too tightly to you or too loose ?? on one hand, i give in to you easily, and on the other, i dun want you to leave me. what is this man?! i can't stop this myself. i need YOU!!

JAMES 5:20...he who turns a sinner from the error of his way
will save a soul from death and cover a great multitude of sin.

victoria, cho meiling
ngee ann polytechnic [ACC]
insane
loves children!
together with Christ since 2002
loving God wholeheartedly
loving people fervently
BATTLE LEARNT and NEVER REPEAT
when you RECEIVE, GIVE.
when you LEARN, TEACH



I want a boy who will hold my hand in line at the mall & make all the other girls jealous.
I want somone who would grab me by my waist at random times.
Someone who is more goofy than romantic.
A boy who would throw stuffed animals at me when i'm acting dumb.
i'm not the one you would want to mess around with - you might end up crying.
and not a "flowers girl" if you know...
He would silence me with his lips on mine when i'm throwing tantrums.
A guy who would make fun of me just to hear my laugh.
He'd play with my hair all the time & suprise me with little things.
Somone who i could share my lollipops with & lay on a blanket with to count the stars.
more of a mummy boy than bad boy! would like him to be close to his mum then those who thinks are too-cool-for-school.
i got to 'get' him and he got to 'get' me.
But mostly, someonewho will be my best friend & would never break my heart.
He'd just always make me SMILE.
A boy, like no other & he's special.

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