master piece by me ytd. ITS DAMN NICEY!!!

*clar! wat's that finger? OMG! i'm not free for you. =p

i'm auntie CHO. =)) cam-whored.

received an email from serene and its inspiring..

the beauty of maths!
so all who doesn't, you've gotta hurry fall in love with it.
cos, its super amazing!

1 x 8 + 1 = 9
12 x 8 + 2 = 98
123 x 8 + 3 = 987
1234 x 8 + 4 = 9876
12345 x 8 + 5 = 98765
123456 x 8 + 6 = 987654
1234567 x 8 + 7 = 9876543
12345678 x 8 + 8 = 98765432
123456789 x 8 + 9 = 987654321

1 x 9 + 2 = 11
12 x 9 + 3 = 111
123 x 9 + 4 = 1111
1234 x 9 + 5 = 11111
12345 x 9 + 6 = 111111
123456 x 9 + 7 = 1111111
1234567 x 9 + 8 = 11111111
12345678 x 9 + 9 = 111111111
123456789 x 9 +10= 1111111111

9 x 9 + 7 = 88
98 x 9 + 6 = 888
987 x 9 + 5 = 8888
9876 x 9 + 4 = 88888
98765 x 9 + 3 = 888888
987654 x 9 + 2 = 8888888
9876543 x 9 + 1 = 88888888
98765432 x 9 + 0 = 888888888

Brilliant, isn't it?
And look at this symmetry:

1 x 1 = 1
11 x 11 = 121
111 x 111 = 12321
1111 x 1111 = 1234321
11111 x 11111 = 123454321
111111 x 111111 = 12345654321
1111111 x 1111111 = 1234567654321
11111111 x 11111111 = 123456787654321
111111111 x 111111111=123456789 87654321

Now, take a look at this...
101%
From a strictly mathematical viewpoint:
What Equals 100%?
What does it mean to give MORE than 100%?
Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%?
We have all been in situations where someone wants you to GIVE OVER 100%.
How about ACHIEVING 101%?What equals 100% in life?
Here's a little mathematical formula that might help answer these questions:

If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z

Is represented as:
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26.

If: H-A-R-D-W-O- R- K
8+1+18+4+23+ 15+18+11 = 98%

And: K-N-O-W-L-E- D-G-E
11+14+15+23+ 12+5+4+7+ 5 = 96%

But:A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E
1+20+20+9+20+ 21+4+5 = 100%

THEN, look how far the love of God will take you:

L-O-V-E-O-F-G-O-D
12+15+22+5+15+ 6+7+15+4 = 101%

Therefore, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that:
While Hard Work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there, It's the Love of God that will put you over the top!

MIXED UP

really dunno how am i feeling now.
sometimes would wonder why must i make myself flare up when i can choose to remain silent. but hey dear, i've bottled things up for far too long. i can't take it anymore. perhaps this shall mark an end for the both of us. let's silence this this way ba?? surely when i start typing..my heart seems to tear bit by bit. feeling really down and all but who cares? tears just flow and there's noone beside. its always a should or should not thing that i thought. having to forgive when you lie.ignoring all the unhappiness with you.to call to let you know i'm there for you.

sometimes reality seems way too high to just fall but the thought came to my mind. i can take the steps and walk down slowly. being very cautious and thinking through whether i'm certain to leave things behind the door. yes. i walked all the way down. my heart really broke and its now broken. never look back. i'll leave you alone to think what you've ought to do. i said you OUGHT TO. because when it comes to sin. its always the "I" in the middle. think bout those people around that's affected and you'll noe why is it a ought and not a choice to consider.

sometimes i thought you're the angel sent in disguise for me as you really can tolerate all my nonsense, my beatings, my whining, my demanding request. now, someone has covered the me in you. i'm not a glutton to punishment. so i can now make up my mind to choose the right thing. i've seen enough, heard enough, felt enough. i dun want to be punished with this torturous feeling i'm feeling now. the pain grew and grew. its unbearable to my heart.

my tummy is feeling damn off now. been running through and fro from toilet for the past few days and now...thought i recovered but i'm wrong. i just feel like drinking now. why do i like to drink down those sorrows and have hangover the next day. reality doesn't go off. when i walk away and turn, will i see your face or your back?

you are my hiding place: you will protect me from trouble and surround me with songs of deliverance. psalm 32:7

if keeping quiet is all i needed to do. I WILL

yes, sis and i very wuliao..we drank up vitagen and put seeds in with those "water baby" to see if it grows. and yes! shoots are surging out! kkx...when it grows out of the bottle den i take pics for you peeps k. hahas. now i take like helping vitagen do advertisement. haha!



[ i am not afraid of storms for i'm learning how to sail my ship.]

times have changed. or perhaps i'm the one whom have changed. no longer the quiet and innocent me. i want to learn to control my temper. its abit haywired whenever i flare up and start being unreasonable and throw tantrums. terrible me. only those whom i really can vent my anger on will get a taste of it bahhx.

some crazy pics of her. so dumb....especially that mouth so big.like clown!! you noe the circus de ma?? tt one la, where ppl will throw balls into it de.liao le ma? LOL...i dun care if she sees this post. hahahaha. sang b'dae song and the God bless one for her. she's HAPPY! =))

alright, took train home just now and i overslept till boonlay. not too bad la. den, thought since i'm at jp, i go buy some things for my notice board lohx...den called pris. talked awhile den realise y everyone seems to be walking towards the station...so asked her wat time liao. den she say 10!!! den i sian diao...all shops closed liao lohhx... if i knew it earlier, i would have taken back to lakeside and walk home. so nvm, balek to interchange. den saw this trans-island bus..the green one... so rushed towards it and boarded thinking that it was 187! den called mum to wait for me to cut cake. den after about three four stops later, realise the surrounding doesn't look familiar. I'M SCARED! immediately call suan for help. talked on phone and cried. I'M REALLY SCARED LA. all those lonely roads...empty and dark ones. den suan keep telling me its either cemetry or army base. make me feel even worse..really very uulu.. i keep hoping that i'll see buildings and more cars. hmm... den hang liao call clar. ask her pei me all the way to interchange cos she's staying ard that area ma. when i alight the bus, the driver asked me : " you really so scared arh? " ( in chinese) LOL, he must have seen me cried so bitterly when on the line with suan lohhx. den pris called...so relieved. she accompanied me all the way till i reach home... SCARED!! luckily i didn't take wrong side at the train station neither to marina bay nor pasir ris.

i'm dumb for the day

kena woken up by tina's call early in the morning 9am! urghh..soon, was disturbed by pris msg. each time i reply, within seconds...i'll have to reply again. so, i couldn't get back to sleep. hais, should have left my phone to silent mode last night.

alright, was made dumb early in the morning. i went to boil a small cup of water using the stove and i forgotten cleanly about it until my nature call calls me to the toilet den i realise the stove is on. the metal cup obviously was ruined by soot and i'm to blame for being absent-minded. terrible me. and after that incident, i went to boil a kettle of water. this time i filled it full so in case i forgot, the water won't dry up so fast. clever right?? den had this rice tea for my breakfast cum lunch.

headed to orchard today and wanted to start my shopping spree for the week but ended up with no bags. i bought NOTHING. perhaps i'm having my monday blues. very sian out of a sudden. didn't really joke around today. feeling tired and restless.

probably its because of my mense that came only in the afternoon. nothing to be proud actually but it was delayed for two weeks liao. so its a good sign that it finally visits.lol. on the sad side, i can't go swimming on thurs. SIAN! oooops, suppose to monitor the time to blog off and sleep but i overlooked. its now 12 plus le. i should say goodbye. sweet dreams...here i come!

Holidays are speeding up. NO TIME TO PLAY!!!
alright, shall look back on what have i done to slim down for the past 2 days.
saturday: 200 skipping and hula-hoops.
sunday: roler-blading at ecp.

my legs are calling out for massage now! real torturious for my lovely legs can. i jump till me legs turned wobbly and adding on, i wore heels for service. and blade till me hips and legs turn sour! OMG... and ohh! my bigg butt! it hurts when i fall onto the ground! lucky i got big butt... so the impact is lighten with the help of those extra fats. =..= and i just measured the circumference of my butt..its now 35 inch! OH what on earth man! an add on of 2 inches. really ..... ... ..... how i wish that the increase was for my top. =p sian diao....

went ECP ytd and suppose to meet 11 at boonlay, end up..12 den got onto train. and so, 1 plus they had lunch and was ready to set off only at 2 when a welcoming downpour from the sky invited us for shopping initially.. insisted by a handful to blade, we all waited at eunos slacking. finally after those entertaining craps by peeps, the sky was clear. headed to ECP only at 3??? blade for two hours and its fun fun fun. cos at every hump, I WILL FALL!!! and thanks to jiahui, she guided me through the journey. and also thanks to her that i fell flat onto the floor. LOL. weird day cos we didn't take any pics. hmmmm..weird. hahas, choohong wanted to take my ugly post with messy hair but too bad...too bad...too bad. and oooops, i trip suan with an unglam fall after a hump. surely there's some cuts but will heal de la. =) and ooops, i almost made jieying fall too! hehehehehe..bad me.

washed up and all, den headed to marina for dinner cum celebration for kam's bdae. had pizza hut and i'm damn full! forgo one slice and made use of the crust, removed the fillings and top it up with cheese and cheese and extra cheese. its paid anyway, so i was carried off shaking the small bottle. wasn't successful in making it look like a bdae dare as there's only a sprinkle of chilli covered wih tons of cheese. and oh! this kam so damn .......... he was too impatient to have those cheese on his pizza, he simply open the bottle and POUR. i mean POUR and not SPRINKLE. den he didn't close properly, the cap gave way when jieying was the next user. a hill of cheese was formed on the table. motherly jing and dirty kam started their task. kam ate the cheese on the table and jing gathered the cheese and threw.

reached home ard 11:30 and was so tired that i fell asleep on the sofa. walked back to my room half dead already ....and dozed off almost immediately.

VISION WEEKEND

let us bring excellence into the kingdom and let City Harvest be the bride that God sees from heaven. what has the church been doing for the community is amazing alright. i want to be so involve to bring smiles back to everyone whom i don't know. I WANT TO SPREAD THE LOVE OF CHRIST!

whoohoo...shuang sia. church is moving back to jurong west le. but horx...actually not so high bout it la. no matter where church is held, i'll still be there. so no diff.. and service would be changed to every SUNDAY MORNING! goodness me.. gotta wake up early le la. sian! hais..... and poor jon, he got to change 3 buses before reaching church! wonderful arh. i take 154 to school already got the nausea feeling. wonder how you gonna overcome.lol.

headed to bugis for dinner and den homed.. whole day meal was only one chicken bao before svc and yong tau fu for dinner. sure cut down on food intake to slim down liao! yesh!

SONG: Rain Down - planet shakers
*pour out again
touch me again*





whoo~ today last day of work ehh!!! i'm so happy!!! now i don't need to force myself out of bed early in the morning le! can finally let mr sunshine wake me up le!!! can slack for one full week!!! i'm happy!!! means school is starting!!! HAPPY!!!

and ohh, before i left, i gathered the 'seeds' [its always the kingdoms mind in life i can say.] i got the p6's number and invited them for service. it will never be a fulfilling life without knowing who God is. and also, theres these 3 boys (graduated from the childcare alr) who didn't know that today was my last day, but i've seen them around for weeks le la. den not till today, they came forward to get my number! i am *shy! so i said unless the principal allows. end up, even the principal can't help me to siam so bo bian hahaha...but i gave them willingly also la. [ehh, dun say i buay ba horx] God just does things on time. He is never late. just like if these 3 boys didn't ask me today, they won't have the chance anymore i guess. and den one of them is aloysius brother. so kinda safe??? =p *wat am i thinking sia?! =..=

alright, thinkings can control your actions. i experienced it just now. really wanted to throw everything out le but what are the thoughts inside? good or evil? i never wanted to pull anyone down. i never! but cheryl told me... when you talk about betraying. "is it better to betray your friends or God?" decisions always come with great responsibilities. are you questionable by God? its always tough to lie infront of a person. and i know, i really can't.

edited~

Does your name fit you?

M: Make people laugh (can i make you laugh?? pls tag my board)
E: Have beautiful eyes ( mine so small..nice meh??)
I: Love to laugh (a big AMEN!)
L: One of the most romantic people ( shi meh?? pris, wat do you think? )
I: Love to laugh ('m shouting AMEN! and i'm laughing at myself now! =..=)
N: Good bf/gf ( i dunno if i am)
G: Dont like people to tell you what to do (pls tell me who likes. lol)

V: Not judgmental (so so bah...but its good that i'm mentioned not bias here)
I: Love to laugh (hey...what have you got to say now?)
C: Really fall in love with (yupx...because its always hard to let go of your love ones)
T: Great Kisser ( no la. can't kiss long.lol. no breath la)
O: EXTREMELY easy to fall in love with (yes with things and humans?? =p)
R: Can kick your ass ( do i enjoy doing that?)
I: Love to laugh ( SEE, ITS AGAIN!!!)
A: Fun to be around with ( smile! )

KEY
A: Fun to be around with
B: Loves to make people laugh
C: Really fall in love with
D: Is a great dancer
E: Have beautiful eyes
F: People get wild and crazy to adore you
G: Dont like people to tell you whatto do
H: Easy to fall in love with
I: Love to laugh
J: Easy to have fun with
K: Really silly
L: One of the most romantic people
M: Make people laugh
N: Good bf/gf
O: EXTREMELY easy to fall in love with
P: Popular with all types of people
Q: A hypocrite
R: Can kick your ass
S: Lives life for fun
T: Great Kisser
U: Gets blamed for everything
V: Not judgmental
W: Very broad minded
X: Drop dead gorgeous
Y: Loved by everybody
Z: Lives life for fun

i'm seriously bored while waiting for princess clar to reach home and send me those pics. so here am i again. got this from eunice and she got it from friendster bulletin. amazing sia, i dun even go see lohhx. =p

PIANGS..i did a stupid thing and i got a stupid feeling now.
i went to do my surname! and shall show you ppl these.

C: Really fall in love with
H: Easy to fall in love with
O: EXTREMELY easy to fall in love with

do you get the feeling now. its STUPID!!!
do i fall in love so easily?? i seriously dunno.
and hey, after laughing, pls try for yourself. LOL

nice hairdo?

1 peter 1:6
So be truly glad. There is wonderful joy ahead, even though you have to endure many trials for a little while.

had a wonderful time during cell group..so damn funny. for so so so long i have been chosen to play during games time la and the only thing i needed to do was to act as a maid! LOL, i simply took a handkerchieve and wipe the floor...den *exam caterpillar* guessed it right liao. so YES, perhaps my acting skills is GOOD or my interpretation of a maid is GOOD or my teammates are GOOD at reading my actions. watever =))

prepaered barley drink before the meeting start den had a shock of my life when i saw the pot of 'barley drink' became 'pot of beans'! i totally see no seeds submerged under the water la. OMG!! immediate reaction was to POUR WATER! lucky it didn't turn plain water and still managed to serve all i guess =) nice drink OK. hahahahaha *grins.

oh yes, during cell group, team up with leslie and joey. we make the day man.. ALL LAUGHED AT THE START OF OUR "PREACHING" . urghh...this leslie la, "why must we give to the god?" i peng lohhx. like WAT THE...its not written in the paper somemore sia. ROFLMAO! i laughed till i teared can. i really kept laughing! LOL. finally calmed down and had my point and gave a testimony on wat i experienced when i go through arise and build. superb!

1. your giving represents the love and worship that you would want to surrender to the Lord.

2. greater we sow ----> greater we reap. [sow in tears and reap in joy]

3. time+money+energy+thoughts = invest.
his blessings will come unknowingly and you'll glorify Him with your testimony.

i really hate him i really do.
can he just do smth for the family?
can he?
he's just so useless!!
don't support the family
don't cook
don't do housework
don't love
don't care
don't give money to his own daughters
don't use the brains to think
just acting like a president at home
throw instructions here and there
only know how to use rough to educate us
wishes to kill us when we throw tantrums
I HATE HIM TO THE CORE!!

CAN A GOOD MAN EVER APPEAR IN MY LIFE??
it really gives me a phobia to trust a guy with my life
when i have him as my father.

I LOVE MY MUMMY!!!
the one who supports the family
the one who feeds us all
the one who calls when the clock strikes 12
the one who never complain bout our result
the one who listens
the one who allows us to watch any channels we like
the one who smiles to us
the one who never cries when she's leading a hard life
the one who was said to be blind when she got married
the one who loved us more than she love herself
the one who pamper us above her
the one who keeps the best for us
the one who we only had her signature on our report book
SHE'S MY MIGHTY MUMMY!!!

THIS IS WHY PEOPLE CELEBRATE MOTHER'S DAY
all mothers on earth are MIGHTY
they sometimes can be naggy and chants non-stop
but they are honourable

i miss your voice
i miss your presence
i miss you
i miss my hair
i miss my voice
i miss those times in school
i miss running
i miss swimming
i miss shopping
i miss hanging out with THEM.

i really dunno wat to blog. SIAN!
i spent half an hour on this post and look at the result.
*WOE* WHAT ON EARTH!

JAMES 5:20...he who turns a sinner from the error of his way
will save a soul from death and cover a great multitude of sin.

victoria, cho meiling
ngee ann polytechnic [ACC]
insane
loves children!
together with Christ since 2002
loving God wholeheartedly
loving people fervently
BATTLE LEARNT and NEVER REPEAT
when you RECEIVE, GIVE.
when you LEARN, TEACH



I want a boy who will hold my hand in line at the mall & make all the other girls jealous.
I want somone who would grab me by my waist at random times.
Someone who is more goofy than romantic.
A boy who would throw stuffed animals at me when i'm acting dumb.
i'm not the one you would want to mess around with - you might end up crying.
and not a "flowers girl" if you know...
He would silence me with his lips on mine when i'm throwing tantrums.
A guy who would make fun of me just to hear my laugh.
He'd play with my hair all the time & suprise me with little things.
Somone who i could share my lollipops with & lay on a blanket with to count the stars.
more of a mummy boy than bad boy! would like him to be close to his mum then those who thinks are too-cool-for-school.
i got to 'get' him and he got to 'get' me.
But mostly, someonewho will be my best friend & would never break my heart.
He'd just always make me SMILE.
A boy, like no other & he's special.

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